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Cmon you absolute nigger, pump again

>>19055875
Ive fucked over 50 women and have had several hot long term gfs. At different points in life Ive held actually prestigious jobs and was a model normalfag. The problem is Im an actual schizo and about every 12-18 months I fall so deep into an episode that it basically deletes my savegame and I have to start over.
Meds make me feek like such a numbed out husk I would genuinely rather be dead than stuck in the loop of medication and weekly sessions that my parents forced me through as a teenager when my mental illness really started to manifest. It fucking sucks having a genuinely broken brain. My options are to take meds and be numb or roll the dice and just be myself. I choose the latter but I know its going to be the end of me eventually.

I really doubt Ill see age 40, but I least I can say I had a good run for the circumstances. I creampied many pussies and had lots ofnovel experiences. I lived.
So I dont want to hear crybaby shit OP or others like you. You may think youre a loser or a NEET but you arent being attacked by your own brain. If you want to build momentum in your life you can.

>>18945280
Thats why I started selling drugs. I would 100% rather be dead than be a wagie again. Depression doesnt even begin to describe what I was feeling when I was commuting and wagecucking. I felt like I was being killed by death by a thousand cuts.

>>18172767
Sure hope so landchad. Any tips for keeping niggers and single mothers out?