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>>55213334
Thanks, bro. I needed to hear that.

Respecting women gains you nothing

I’m 23 yo and all I can manage is working some min wage job. Additionally to that I managed to ask out a girl for the first time in my life, she ghosted me tough. I’m still kissless but I don’t think that’s that big of deal right?

I trained jiu justo from age 15-18. Worked out from 19-20 yo
But other than that I’m pretty lazy and can’t be motivated to something anymore, very jaded, functionally depressed kind of
I have 2 friends no social media and stay away from drugs

Am I a failure? I started to gamble in crypto since 2017 and 6 yrs went by like this and I didn’t make any profit in total
No degree, no nothing

>>53917515

I’m 23 yo and my coworkers milf wife told me to ease up for once when we went for drinks
I didn’t know what to think

I never had a gf. Everyone at work tells me I’m mature for my age. I don’t oppose going out with others getting shitfaced drunk, I will have 2 bears and watch from the side. Others constantly roll joints around me, sure I will take a hit why not but that’s it
“Chads” have fun and can experience joy. Sure nerds have the same fun playing videogames, but I can’t relate either way with anyone having fun, I tried
My mom still shames me on the phone, and guilt trips me, I supposedly make them harm and not being considerate for literally existing
She considers me a troublemaker while it’s literally the farthest from the truth everyone everywhere tells me to ease up and I don’t have a quality of life

I think my parents neutered me for life and even if I would cut them off, I still have the personality I have. I became better and turned the wheel around but they layed the groundwork

Should I feel ashamed for only working for the sole reason of learning social skills so I can get laid on a coworkers after work night out?
Currently I am 1 year in and failed miserably, while my coworkers are just saturated in that case it’s like I have this on my mind plastered 24/7

It already made things weird while others want to get their career going and do steps towards that. I JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP
I TRY to get LAID which everyone did 10-15 years AGO ALREADY I KNOW
I don’t care about anything if I don’t get this first
I AM planning to quit and risk sliding to NEETdom again

Im almost 24 yo
Last night I dreamed, I was on some kind of car ride
Right Next to me sat some kind of milf, she sensed my helplessness.
She put her arm around me. I could feel her. And she made sure. She gave me a kiss

I never felt something like this

Im about to turn 24 yo and get fired from my sales job. I’m thinking of giving university another chance. But I know I will heavily fight with my NEET habits again then

I have. No self worth and thus self sabotage myself in everything since age 13
Can therapy actually help with this? Like actually. I’m already working overtime to beat myself sense in me, I’m wasting my time and life and don’t advance internally