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sometimes i hold back my shit and push it back up. then i jerk off

ASMR was made for people like you

>>17015173
I used to suck my own dick when I was younger. If I tried to do it now I would probably break my spine.

>>17015275
yo this feels SO GOOD legit

>>17015173
I have low respect for the people around me because they are so fucking weak and pathetic.

>>17015275
Shit dildoing

>>17015173
I know this feel OP the world can be so cold and lonely to an introvert. Sometimes I just cry into my pillow because I can’t take the feeling of isolation and how un-relatable I feel to most of the world. Spirituality has been the only band aid that’s worked.

I have 0 idea of what I am doing. I am up right now through luck, but still no idea.

>>17015337
This, but ultimately am realizing as I get older this is what literally everyone does.

>>17015173
I've been on this board for a little over a year, and yet I've come to learn more about crypto, beyond Link's, or mainly smart contracts' potential, but the sheer threat of the US dollar that every nation is researching blockchain/distributed ledger technology to thwart. It disappoints me that no one is talking about this on this board and it enrages me to see people asking "what do you think the price of X will be by the end of the year?". If you understood what you were throwing your money at, you'd be able to answer such a basic fucking question yourself.

Even worse, I hate the obnoxious sense of superiority some of you guys have because you're white. I don't mind you being proud of your people's past accomplishments, but looking down on others because they didn't do as much compared to yours when you didn't do shit is annoying as hell.

>>17015173
I'm generally nicer to people who aren't family. It pisses me off since my family deserves it more than those people especially when many of those in workplaces use me and treat me passive aggresively with no repercussions. It really pisses me off that I go to pushover level in workplaces. If I don't act like a pushover I generally get treated like even bigger garbage and reported to management for not taking someone else's work and doing it for them.


Ahhahdhahdhsshshahshshshsh this really pisses me offf. I want to be a hermit out in the wilderness (forested mountains) but I'd need a bunch of stuff, learn stuff, and have money because of stuff I'd still need to use money on.

>>17015664
Pic related

>>17015173
I still want to fuck my ex. He (female) was my first relationship and the sex was incredible. We stopped because of distance, but we still talk and sometimes he'll send drunk texts that are definitely more than just friendly. He'll also mention hooking up with people but I dont really mind

>>17015586
>Even worse, I hate the obnoxious sense of superiority some of you guys have because you're white. I don't mind you being proud of your people's past accomplishments, but looking down on others because they didn't do as much compared to yours when you didn't do shit is annoying as hell.

I'm sure a large part of it is a result of minorities "contributions" to today's society.

>>17015586
>I hate the obnoxious sense of superiority some of you guys have because you're white.
I find the sense of superiority the basement dwelling incel NEETs have far more obnoxious

>>17015691
Piss of you fucking whore, you are fucking trash. Please kill yourself.

>>17015173
I have oneitis for a girl that doesn't like me back. And I'm fucking 27 years old too. Just fuck my shit up.

Wish I could just go dark and disappear. So much shit I wish I didn't have to deal with

>>17015701
How am I a whore? I've slept with 2 people

>>17015586
>obnoxious sense of superiority some of you guys have because you're white
basically they have nothing else going for them, so they have to derive their self esteem from those who came before them since they can derive no self worth from their current lives.

just let em have it. it means less school shootings

>>17015735
desu it depends on the context of the dicking, body count doesn't mean shit

I have so much anxiety I feel like I am constantly lying to everyone.

>>17015735
all women are now show your tities or gtfo, what are you doing here anyway

>>17015735
you felt the need to state you are female. tits and GTFO

>>17015586
>Even worse, I hate the obnoxious sense of superiority some of you guys have because you're white.
The posters that talk about how white they are, actually aren't at all. Superb fucking irony.

>>17015586
Everywhere else i go on the internet these days people are constantly shitting on white people

>>17015691
Oh look a roastie who can't keep her legs closed. Can't even stay a virgin to marriage.

>>17015765
I'm a guy, my ex was a man (female).

>>17015762
First girl I ate out had been my friend for 4 years. We still talk, hoping to see her back in the States. I knew my ex for significantly less time, but we were really close

>>17015792
Are you sure you're not just projecting?

>>17015801
fag

>>17015173
i bought the dip today while sick and in a nyquil coma... it worked out. not sure how but it did

>>17015802
Yeah pretty sure m8. I'm so comfortable being white I don't feel the need to remind everyone constantly. Also if you'd like proof: go look at pol meetup photos :DDDD.

>>17015801
I think your doing the parenthesis backwards. If it's a trap then it's "girl (boy)" not "man (woman)".

I was paid to shill link for 2 years as a full time job on various forums.

>>17015173
my self esteem is abysmally fucked
I have zero friends in real life
I go to an extremely nice university on scholarship but feel like I have no idea what I'm doing and the only things I want to study are extremely complex so my grades are mediocre
I don't know how to have a conversation with a stranger that isn't online
I don't even try to day trade since I know I will fail, each day more of my meager savings is converted to LINK that may never be touched.

>>17015827
based. you’ll make it

>>17015817
There are transmen, you know? My ex was born females but identified as a guy

>>17015801
A fornicator and sodomite. Disgusting!

>>17015848
Making it is literally all that matters now, if I can make it I will have the resources to learn how to do the other stuff. Some permanent damage has already been done but still I hold. We're holding this big beautiful bag until our day of glory.

>>17015827
>... may never be touched
you dont just buy link, you become link

>>17015173
I only pretend to like PNK because i hope some newfag will buy it and get rekt

I’m addicted to seeing hookers. I spend like $1k a month on a specific girl (I see others on the side) who I’m beginning to fall in love with.

>>17016137
Ask her if she wants to see you without payment. You’ll see where she stands with you and hopefully that will snap you out of your fantasy

>>17015801
I am a broken shell of a human being that just keeps on existing for some reason. Every night I relive the same happy memories of my youth because I haven't made more happy memories for such a long time. My days are filled with pain and regret and only my drastic, strange coping mechanisms keep me afloat but at least I can say I never fell for the tranny meme. thanks for the kek, anon.

>>17016289
>drastic, strange coping mechanisms
Explain

>>17015764
Stop using drugs and build self esteem.

>>17016313
I started talking back to the bad thoughts. it keeps them at bay is one

>>17016289
Technically my ex wasn't trans when we got together, but you apply it retroactively. We broke up shortly after, not that it had anything to do with him. His literal boy pussy was great

>>17015173
I havent bathed, brushed my teeth, or changed my clothes for 3 days

>>17016666
I still can't tell what the original gender of this person was

>>17016684
He has a vagina. I don't care if eating him out makes me gay.

>>17016750
You do you man. I've been /monkmode/ for a while your solution is probably better

>>17015586
Shut up nigger

>>17016612
That's not normal? I have inner conflicts all day. I repress negative thoughts and stress, rationalise it however, argue with my rationalisations.

>>17015586
Shut up shitskin.

>>17016879
That might be normal but I'll blurt out "Motherfucker" or "Maybe I will maybe I won't" to short circuit my brain and stop the train of thought, this needs to happen a lot though so I end up mumbling to myself pretty much constantly if I'm alone. I understand how hobos get to where they do. I can still function though.

>>17015586

>>17015586
I'm not surprised as the popular culture framing is the polar opposite of that: you didn't do anything, but you ruined everything

>>17015173
i think sexuality is epigenetic and and hormone based, in the womb, during adolescence/maturation, and during adulthood, also ive been refreshing 10 tabs of /biz/ 24/7 since the google pump

>>17015822
L A R P
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I drink a lot of alcohol and Im afraid of the painful death it will inevitably cause

>>17017665
stop drinking, get /fit/

>>17016750
Why dont you just say she? She has a vagina, so she's a "she". You say "he" if he has a dick. It's very simple.

>>17015306
This isn't a thing, is it?

>>17016612
>>17016879
>>17017026
Uhhhh I do that too. Have purposefully ignored those thoughts but have occasionally talked back. Even at the volume of a whisper....

Anon's I think I might be going down a dangerous road by responding to those dark and evil thoughts. How do I stop these thoughts I get!?

>>17015173
>I shill Kleros for lunch money on a organizer discord group

>>17015173
Whenever I think about something cringe I did, a mistake I made, or some stupid shit I did, I instantly flash into a fantasy about putting a gun into my mouth and pulling the trigger or jumping off of a tall building. Usually the gun one though. I can't control the thought. I would never seriously go through with that but I get these intrusive thoughts all the time.

i only come here to shitpost and create panic

i dont know nothing about trading except red=bad green=good

I keep pushing my luck at work in the hopes I will get fired because I want my life to break down enough so I will be forced into ending it.

I'm 30 years old and haven't had a real life friend in over 10 years. I've never had a girlfriend or sex either obviously. The 2010s were a blur of isolation and despair that drove me to the brink of madness. My life has been so shitty up until this point I can't imagine anything getting better with age. My hair has thinned on my temples and I've started developing wrinkles on my face, it is so over. I never even got to enjoy my youth, it was all stolen from me and I will never get it back.

The only reason I made it this far was because I was angry at the world and at normal people. It kept me going because I would imagine them all getting off scott free and yucking it up while my crumpled corpse begins to decompose in the corner. But as I got older I don't have that fiery rage in me anymore, I try to fan it but it's just not there like it used to be. I'm so tired.

>>17016666
Checked

Trying not to read your posts cause they make me wanna puke, Anon
Very disgusting

>>17015586

>>17017955
I thought I was the only one

>>17015696

Wagie, shouldn't you be in bed by now? You need to be up bright and early tomorrow.

>>17015337
literally meme

I just use TA memes and gossip to trade

>>17015173
let me hug you anon. will succ peen as well for 3.50$

>>17015173
I have such great knowledge that literally no one will believe it and 95% of people I meet I view as complete retard children.

Also I recently bought a nintendo switch lite just to play Dark Souls on it

>>17018558
kys

>>17015691
dirty whore

I could probably survive the rest of my life alone but I just wish I had the motivation to do anything.

I have been high on cocaine for the past 2 months.
Can barely sleep.

Im a remotefag and about to transition into the HQ to work in-house
I get paid ungodly amounts of money and I havent done shit since early december. I think people have unironically forgotten about me and my boss just handed me over to a new boss who was supposed to get me started on a new project. but new boss said he has no idea what its gonna be about and to just sit tight. that was a week ago. Im gonna ping him again today but probably there wont be anything. I feel like I should just sit tight and be happy that Im getting paid for doing nothing essentially until I move over to HQ in a month or so anyway. but I cant help but being paranoid that somebody is gonna ask me wtf Ive been doing the last month.

>>17015691
send pussy

>>17018558
>switch lite
>dark souls
>genius
Pick three, this kid is a fucking cannon.

I have smoked weed almost every day for 6 years. I'm 26, and now riddled with anxiety about my sales career, i was laid off recently and i have spent all day every day panicking about interviewing and talking shit to myself.

i have over 100k link and my real life will never start. no larp. the anxiety has been getting stronger, too. im worried im going to snap.

>>17019006
same for me but for amphetamines

>>17015586
I'm white. Blow me.

>>17016137
This>>>>>17016235
If she really likes you back she ll agree to see you outside of her work scheduleo

>>17017694
shorty before your shit comes out, push it back, then repeat