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19392491 No.19392491 [Reply] [Original]

So yea not looking for sympathy or anything just shit to do before Im gone in 5 weeks.
>600k peak in 2017
>hookers, blow, world travel at 21
>gambled on shitcoins and fx
>down to 100k
>degen btc trading and lost everything
>have .12 btc left to my name. yes point 12.
>net worth $1800
my entire family thinks im loaded and Im supposed to move out and start my life in july. but i obviously cant do that, have zero work skills or college degree, not gonna be homeless so im just gonna kill myself.
What cool shit can i do before im gone in 40 days? throw some ideas /biz/
... in b4 "u deserve it, larp, dont do it anon," Ive already made my decision and im not here to argue, just give me something bad ass to do next month.

>> No.19392576

>>19392491
>just give me something bad ass to do next month.
look at your mom dead in the eyes and tell her you will kill yourself.

maybe you'll be less disillusioned after that. Depression is a mental illness and you're not rational.

>> No.19392581

>>19392491
Does your sister watch tranny porn?

OP ffs retard you can still make it with .12 BTC. I Mean at least you don't own shitcoins, it could be worse. Also next time you'll respect money a bit more

>> No.19392590

>>19392491
Rob a bank.
Be smart about it and you don’t have to kys, be bad about it and you’ll have a blast anyways desu

>> No.19392615

>>19392576
Based

>> No.19392626

>>19392491
you're too young to kill yourself. Don't give up so easily. If you're still a loser when you're 40 then consider killing yourself

>> No.19392633

>>19392491
get a life insurance. i'll shoot you for 20k, your family will profit.

>> No.19392658

>>19392491
Have a hooker shit on your chest and post it here anon. You will be my hero!!!

>> No.19392669

If bizcoin is anything to go by you could probably make at least 10eth a week from scamming this shithole if you have three brain cells to rub together

>> No.19392694

>>19392491
I'm poor and very happy don't do it. Money isn't everything. It just seems that way.

>> No.19392695

>What cool shit can i do before im gone
no actually suicidal person wants to do any "le cool shit" before he kills himself, they just want to kill themselves you larping zoomer attention whore

>> No.19392713

>>19392491
its all a simulation anyway OP you will just reincarnate at a kid in uganda or something

anyway there are huge holes in your timeline

>600k -> 100k -> $1800
you were 21, how old are you now?
also hookers blow and world travel doesnt cost 500k lmfao

also
>im supposed to move out to start my life
did you larp to your family that you are moving into a house or something?
also..
why have you been larping that you have money if you don't have money, what do you have to gain from that

real questions

>> No.19392717

Go try and kill a drug ring punisher style. If you win you are new crime boss, if you lose you are kill. Win win.

>> No.19392759

>>19392713
>>>19392491 (OP)
>its all a simulation anyway OP you will just reincarnate at a kid in uganda or something
This. You were greedy and wasteful if not a larp. You'll learn to appreciate the things you have in the next one, the hard way.

>> No.19392797

>>19392491
suicide is a bad financial decision
also your mom would be like really sad and might die too

>> No.19392831

>>19392491
imagine having the cosmic fortune of being given a life and then just throwing it away. life is worth more than any amount of bitcoin.

>> No.19392881

>>19392576
id rather not look her in the eyes thanks.
It's embarassing enough my dad lent me his btc and i lost it, he doesnt know it yet.

>>19392581
how can you possibly make it with .12 retard

>>19392590
not a bad idea. may rob a bank

>>19392633
thinking about life insurance too. but dont want my family to get fucked by the law

>>19392669
im sick of shitcoins

>>19392694
i have nothing left anon. im not gonna wash fucking dishes 12 hours a day to pay rent in some shithole in the ghetto.

>>19392695
i never said anything about attention dumb faggot, like robbing a bank for instance. thats cool.

>>19392713
24 retard.
obviously not all on hookers and blow you dumb faggot.
mostly degen trading fx and shitcoins. made it all by going all in anthshares, then OMG, then ICON, Then SPHTX, then INTchain.
It really isnt hard to lose when youre 50x leveraging 50k worth of bitcoin drunk and coked out on mex.
Then i decided to "learn to trade" with 100k left and still lost at all. lost 75k countertrading the run to 13k

And i still live at home. im sick of leeching off my parents, so yea, im not going to tell them im broke when i havent got a "job" for three years, its shame and embarassment.and yea i told them i was moving overseas.

>> No.19392889

>>19392491
Get a hold of yourself! You're ready to kill yourself over money that is pathetic! Anon don't kill yourself! I don't want you being eternally damned. Read the Holy Bible, I recommend starting from the New Testament. Jesus Christ who is God came to the world to save us from sin, from eternal damnation. He died on the cross, yet 3 days later He rose from the grave claiming victory over sin and death. Believe in Jesus Christ, gain everlasting life. I pray my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ helps thee overcome the darkness that swallows you whole. Don't kill yourself anon.

>> No.19392950

>>19392881
What is your suicide video gonna be/ who will you address and where will it be posted I collect these things

>> No.19392956

>>19392881
they wont get fucked by the law, i'll do it. for 20k

>> No.19392982

>>19392831
>life
>fortune

Youfuckinwotm8

>> No.19392987

>>19392889
Based & Holypilled

>> No.19392990

>>19392881
buy harmony one now u seething retard

it will 50x and u will have another shot at riding something 5x and getting your stack back.

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>>19392881

>dumb faggot
how did you even get 600k?

>> No.19393052
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>>19392491
Dude, you fucked up. Happens to the best of us. People recover. Face your problems man. Tell em "I fucked up, really bad." Why kill yourself without at least facing the problem then seeing how things go? Do you genuinely think your family would rather see you dead than see you pick yourself up from here on out?
I doubt if you were gifted 2 BTC that your family had no faith in you. I doubt you blowing that money is going to make you a complete disgrace now, it'll just be seen as a really bad mistake... I've made a few mistakes but it honestly does not seem to phase the support my family gives me. It seems undeserved, but I see that they value me.
Plus, if you somehow recover, think of how cool a fucking story it would be, and the people/kids you would inspire. You could literally start a YouTube career or something just from that. Your wisdom, your pain, your struggles, are all valuable assets, priceless even. You can't buy an experience like the one you're going through right now.
Best of all, one day, you will find someone going through similar shit, and you'll just laugh. "Kid, you think that's bad? Let me tell you a little story about my 20s... Wanna see a picture real quick? Yup, this is my post..."

>> No.19393053

>>19392491
>What cool shit can i do before im gone in 40 days?
if I had 40 days to live
I'd probably rewatch evangelion
make a comfy playlist to croak to
shitpost on biz

guess that's about it

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>>19392491
just tell your family you blew through 600k and cant move out you fucking dweeb

>> No.19393069

ADA will 5x over the summer

>> No.19393081

>>19392950
not making a video im not gay.
prolly jump off a bridge or high building.

>>19392990
thanks, ill look into it

>>19393009
can you read waterhead?
all in anthshares, then OMG in june, Then ICON, Then SPHTX, Then INTchain.
when intchain dumped i was down to 300k went all in sphtx to consolidate, that fucking dumped and i was left with like 150k and then i rage traded it in btc to where i am now.

>> No.19393086

>>19392491
>hookers, blow
>21
lmao wanted to live the satanic lifestyle like every other untermensch, it would be a grave mistake if the universe allowed people like you to make it

you made the right decision, dont let us down

>> No.19393122

>>19393081
u got it fren just keep your wits about you this time

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>>19392990
>>19393081
Nigga. You do realize shit like this is exactly how you got here

>> No.19393174

>>19393081
whatever dude, I'll take the number 11 with no veggies

>> No.19393180

Anon, buy harmony or fantom and then go to the military.

Suicide via combat is always more interesting

>> No.19393220
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>>19392491
Spend each and every waking minute seeking the Lord. You will discover profound joy. It comes from within and was never out there in drugs and whores or whatever.

https://www.academia.edu/16272717/Lester_levenson?auto=download

releasetechnique.com

Dr David Hawkins

You can turn your entire life around. Lester was sent home to die after a second massive heart attack. Using the method he became a millionaire and healed his body of all of its ailments.

You'll be fine fren, but you are eternal and will be reborn in a more hellish realm.

>> No.19393241

>>19392881
I wouldnt give a flying fuck about BTC if it meant my son would die. Youre a piece of shit for putting your parents through the pain of their kid killing themselves. You have one mission in life. Have a family and make your parents proud. Money doesn't mean shit.

Look at it this way. You paid money to go to an amusement park because your friends wanted you to go. You drove there, got in line to the best ride, and the line is an hour long. 20 minutes in, you decide "fuck it, i'll just go home, I don't want to be here". Why the hell would you leave? You've already paid money, you drove to the park, you're in line, and when the ride is over, you go home. That's it. Why hurry up what is ABSOLUTELY going to happen?
I got great news for you man. You wanna die? Well, you're going to. I am. You are. Everyone you know. Why hurry up to get to the end when the end is gonna get to you regardless eventually.
I don't believe in an afterlife, but I do hope there is one. You can always sit back in the next world, the spirit world or whatever, and say "Yeah life sucked but I decided to stick with it and give it my best shot. Had some good laughs, a few times, but overall it was dumb". I'd rather that than saying "fuck, here I am dead, and I now see all the things I could have done instead of dying early, and the pain I caused other people".
You'll get what you what presently in due time. Its guaranteed. But you're already here. So now its time to have some kids and raise them. The show isn't about you anymore. It's about them. Don't deny them their chance.

>> No.19393248

If you kys then niggers kikes and jannys win

>> No.19393264

>>19393220
If you kill yourself!

Everything you are feeling is an emotion and they can be released so they never effect you again.

>> No.19393291

>>19392491
DKNG 44c with 6/05 expiry

>> No.19393315

>>19392491
go to thailand and explore nature. or just go explore the mountains in the area you live

>> No.19393316

idk m8 losing all that money sucks, but if you comeback from this the story would be incredible. Also, since you care about your dad losing his btc, how do you think he will feel after losing his son

>> No.19393324

>>19392491
Take out illinois governor pritzker pls

>> No.19393349

>>19393137
he got their by at first making great calls, then losing control and being frivolous. harmony is a no brainer

>> No.19393476

>>19392491
May i make a suggestion? Go all in on GHOST. If they end up scamming and fucking it up then you have a purpose to live. You have a list, a purpose, the dev team starting with Josh then the final boss.

>coked out McAfee himself. Itll be hard to defeat him as itll have to be a machete fight to the death.

But seriously ive been in your boat. Almost a million I had and lost it on world travel, bad investments and gambling on shitcoins. Ive got 10k left half of it not even my money.
5-meo dmt, dmt and psylocibin is what id recommend. You will realise there is no point in anhero.

>> No.19393526

>>19392491
Grow the fuck up and talk to your Parents or write a fucking note about it if you’re too much of a coward.
you’re just a kid, see yourself lucky that you have so much time for a restart.
I’ve seen parents cleaning up after their 40 yearolds without holding a grudge. You can’t just kill yourself and leave your parents to grow sad old and alone. They had a child so that they don‘t end up in a bad nursing home with no one to visit.

>> No.19393556

>>19392576
Based

>> No.19393571

>>19393052
>>19393241
>>19393316
you guys make sense. I cant imagine what my parents would go through if they got the call that i unironically killed myself. so this is the new plan
spend the next month degening hard as fuck to make at least one btc, if i lose my .12 ill even go to a loan place and take out a grand at a bunch of different places. worst case ill get on unemplyement and foodstamps like the nigs do and try heroin and crack.
hedonism is life never forget that
i lvoe you /biz/ bros

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>>19392491

Holy shit you are literally me, except I'm a year ahead of you. Last year I had a net worth of -$44,000. I'm worth $220k now anon, don't do it. The universe actually serves up a "lifetime" opportunity every couple years, they're usually discussed here, and you only need to catch one to change your life.

>> No.19393645

>>19393571
lmao already backed out, scummy coward

>> No.19393679

>>19393645
suck a dick nigger

>> No.19393684

>>19393571
>Hedonism is life

You say that because you haven't yet experienced hitting $100k net worth after coming up out of the sewer.

I get rock hard just thinking about that moment when I did that. Achieving in the face of all opposition and getting to say "fuck you" to all doubters is a high that nothing else can match, and the best thing is chasing that one actually makes your life better.

>> No.19393712

>>19392491
>600k
>loses all on hookers drugs and TrAvEl

lmao

>> No.19393770

>>19393571
You can do better than drugs, it will probably lead you down the same path. Remember, i'm a manlet at 5'5 and played 10 years of my after HS youth in WOW. Total loser. I wisened up, got a fed job (thanks army; you could join the service....) married a good woman and have a kid and more soon. If a boner like me can do it, you can do better. And I lost 200$ in the market (i put in 250) because im still learning how to do it. You could be worse off, fren.

>> No.19393829

you think youre miserable now wait for the eternal hellfire that awaits if you kys. own your mistakes like a man and find god. the worlds going to shit anyway why not shitpost through the endtimes.

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>>19393571
Well I'm happy you're not gonna KYS, but... so long as you're out of that emotional gutter, try to make at least baby-steps to a good, stable goal. Idk if betting that money is the best way to do that (as well as taking out loans for some odd reason?), sure you might make big money quick, but you also stand to lose it... again. KEK
Why not use it to simply maintain the life you have now, and (keep) work(ing) to be able to sustain that in the long run? Life ain't about 'making it,' you 'make it' in little ways everyday, dude. Also it might ease your conscience to tell your senpai you messed up, I can tell that shit's probably eating at you lol.

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>>19392491
*click*
yep
this one's going in the rekt plebs folder

>> No.19394044

Man up faggot. OP is a whiny wimp who wants to run away from the consequences of his actions and leave a grieving family behind.
Selfish
Narccistic
Weak
Deal with your shit. Good thing is you obviously are not going to do it. You are just using the idea of suicide as a way to help you deal with a severe loss and build up the energy to do what every man must. Clean up his own shit.

>> No.19394071

>>19393081
sir this is an Olive Garden, are you sure you applied for the right job?

>> No.19394095

>>19392491
why end it when you can get a qt 3.14 nip gf?

Check m8.

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>>19392581
>OP ffs retard you can still make it with .12 BTC
can you? can you really though?

>> No.19394166

>>19394100
>can you? can you really though?
Yea Anon, this isn't my first cycle

>> No.19394176

You’re young enough to do whatever you want in this world, you just lost hold of the reigns because you did too well too quickly and didn’t have the self control to manage yourself. You still understand the fundamentals and can make the money all back. If you did it once you can do it again. Clean your act up and stop talking nonsense. Would you take your own life with your mother standing right there? No? Well the thought of you killing your self will be on her mind until her last breath. Get your shit together and keep moving. It’s just money.

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>>19392491
>1 million dollar peak at 2017
>currently worth 700k

damn, and I thought I fucked up.

>> No.19394539

>>19394100
depends where bitcoin goes, if it goes to 100k which I think it wont. you'll make only 10k which is barely enough to start a life, but if bitcoin explodes you'll definitely make it.

>> No.19394757

>>19392491
Hey cocksucker, pancreatic cancer anon here. Suicide is for the weak. Asshole.

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>>19392576

>> No.19394826

>>19392491
just get a job like every other 24 year old.
0.12 btc is more than the negative networth of half the debt ridden fags your age anyways lmfao. live in some shit hole for cheap and pour every penny into the bullrun peaking next year or in 22' then go fuck your chink whores once you make it again.

>> No.19394851

>>19392491
hey faggot
your poor
kill yourself
thanks

>> No.19394859

give the rest to me

>> No.19394903

pfft, OP you faggot, loads of people fucked up just like you. I had slightly less at my peak but I also lost EVERYTHING (and got into debt) through retarded uncontrollable behaviour in 2018.

But I pulled myself together and made it back. Crypto is full of fucking opportunities. Take a loan if you don't have starting capital.

Did you get stupidly lucky in 2017 or did you actually learn how to make money in crypto?

>> No.19394916

>>19394903

p.s. OP I made several suicide attempts (as in physically stopped by police/bystanders) and then didn't end up seeing it through. You're mentally ill and there is a way to recovery, most likely.

>> No.19394944

>>19393241
Father here. Listen to this man, OP.
>>19393571
>hedonism is life never forget that
You hit rock bottom because of this philosophy. Time to try a new one. I recommend work hard, play hard. You're only 24. Make some money the old fashioned way, savor the pain and the grind, and climb that ladder. That and the love of your family is all there is in this world.

>> No.19394965

>>19392491
Seriously, don't fucking do it dumbass. Don't kill yourself even tho you tasted the sun and now have to live in the shadow. In about 5 hard years you will look back and laugh how liberating it all has been. DONT FUCKING KILL YOURSELF

>> No.19394972

faggot, work for shekelstein, build a career income source while accumulating, don't take on any debt, once you've made it you can decide to keep your job if it's comfy or retire

>> No.19394976

>>19392881
I was 30, penniless and deeply depressed when I moved to the Netherlands and got a job as a dishwasher. I was the first white dishwasher they'd ever had who wasn't disabled.

I threw myself into it, got paid in cash, partied lightly but also got myself healthy. Made some friends but spent my time reading and thinking.

Productive paid work (no matter how low level) can be good for a young man. It'll force you to see how the world works on a base level. It will also increase the quality of your free time outside work hours.

I'm in my 40s now. I'm married, have 2 kids and a house.

You have all your adventures in front of you anon. But you have to drop your assumptions and expectations and start from the bottom, building yourself up.

Good luck!

>> No.19394993

>>19392491
you blew through a shit ton of money like a complete retard, it stings but it's not the end of the world. easy come, easy go, no different than white trash lottery winners who are poor a year later. learn from your RETARDED mistakes and carry on.

>> No.19395009

>>19392491
Nigga, let me tell you a story.
I made a million dollars in 2017 but was down to my last $200, wasn't going to be able to make rent or eat. Tried to kill myself, gun in my mouth went off but quantum immortality is real so i just had a bullet hole in my wall. Not religious but went to church and prayed real hard. Not making empty promises of my soul but just asking forgiveness for my foolishness. On the walk home from church i found a credit card on the ground. immediately went to the grocery store and loaded up a couple hundred in groceries for the next few weeks. Thought maybe i could push my luck and buy a drone or something expensive but it was cancelled by then - clearly just a gift from God to get me through hard times. A month later I got a job paying $50k and moved to another state, made new friends and got laid.
Things can turn around but you can't be so damn arrogant. You're not entitled to success. You had your chance to set yourself up for life but you blew it on hookers, blow, and a gambling addiction. Step away from the computer and just be a real person again. Starve your ego and feed your soul, you are loved.

>> No.19395022

>>19392491
Find Jesus and get a productive job

>> No.19395024

I don't want to kill myself but I can relate, sometimes the thought of living the worthless life of a nobody who doesn't actually make a difference in the world makes me want to end it. If I'm just one of the countless NPCs in this world I feel like I don't matter, only people like Elon Musk actually matter. That's how I see it even though I know somehow it's wrong.

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>>19392491
Kys you stupid faggot

>> No.19395045

>>19394976
What's your husbands name?

>> No.19395067

>>19393571
>hedonism is life never forget that
hedonism is what got you in this position to begin with you moron

>> No.19395091

>>19392491
Get as much money as possible from loans, credit cards, etc and buy bitcoin that way you burned some bitcoin for us

>> No.19395114

If you’re really gonna do it. Take some of the open borders testificates with you on your way out (minecraft)

>> No.19395154

>>19395024
Everything you do makes a difference, anon. Just because you can't make grand gestures towards humanity as a whole doesn't mean you don't matter to every single person you interact with. All our experiences get recorded into the blockchain of the astral plane, known in Hindu tradition as the "Akashic Record". So love, love deeply and genuinely and as hard as you can. Don't ask for it but just give it freely and you will find an infinite well within.

>> No.19395163

>>19392491
im also 24yo living in a shithole called ecuador with a networth of $25k
lmaoing at your life

>> No.19395190

>>19392491
bro a 100k is enough to make
also hell is a real place I had a vision of it
turn to Christ

>> No.19395233

Crafting a redemption story from your sad state would be a cool thing to accomplish in 40 days

>> No.19395239

>>19395154
Thank you for taking the time to write this, I'll try to follow your advice. I might try some shrooms because I think I have an ego problem and I heard it might help

>> No.19395271

Create an underground temple by digging with a teaspoon.

>> No.19395307

>>19395239
Be careful, and give yourself plenty of time for introspection both during and after the trip. Optimally alone in the woods/mountains for several days with no cell service if you really want to confront your demons and ego.

>> No.19395331

>>19392881
>im sick of leeching off my parents
You're full of shit. What did you do for them while you had money?
>>19393571
>worst case ill get on unemplyement and foodstamps like the nigs do and try heroin and crack
And this is exactly what will happen if you don't change. Did you forget about your parents already? How about you talk to them, retard? Stop fucking lying. Stop begging for sympathy(yes you are) and start asking for forgiveness.

>> No.19395356

>>19395307
Several days? Thought a trip takes around 4-6 hours, wouldn't want to go that hard for my first try

>> No.19395372

>>19395239
You cannot force yourself to be more loving than you already are according to Dr David Hawkins. That is why I recommend the release technique- really the Pathway of Negation in a modern guise. You simply remove that which stands in the way. Eventually it becomes effortless.

>> No.19395382

>>19392491
500x long the DOW... worth a shot? Don't kill yourself, getting really sick of these posts. You claim you don't want sympathy, but you didn't wander off in the night and put yourself down... You posted on biz .. sooo you're a fag

>> No.19395415

>>19395307
Shutup and go listen to Joe Rogan rofl
Drugs are fucking gay

>> No.19395419

Short BTC kek

>> No.19395431

>>19392491
I have 120 dollars in my bank account, cry more pussy

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>>19392491
Be honest to your family and tell them you fucked up. You will DEVASTATE them if you kill yourself, you selfish prick.

Youre still young. Quit crying and do kne of the following
>get your CDL
become an apprentice for electrician/plumbing/construction
>go into sales
Or
>man up and just go to a fucking community college for 2 years

Pussy

>> No.19395459

Just buy some XRP and 0xMR and wait for the bullrun. Your life is about to change, don't end it yet.

>> No.19395471

>>19395372
Interesting, will have a look thank you

>> No.19395510

Find Jesus and get help. You don't need to do this.

>> No.19395534

>>19392491
Out of my mind, gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution
Live and learn, rape and turn
Fret not family, nor pre-judged army
This is for me, and me only
Cowards only try it.

Put up or shut up

https://youtu.be/B2N6BqwpjCU

>> No.19395548

>>19392491
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LUYBWuI5uXk

>> No.19395598

>>19392491
> thinks he can’t make it again
Weakness of the mind, not of your situation.

>> No.19395620

>>19392491
Suicide is the most selfish thing u can do to your family,man the fuck up and fix your life faggot

>> No.19395724

Do illegal shit. Rob a bank like the other Anon suggested. If you get caught you can just kys anyways. Maybe just keep robbing banks for money until you get caught and just kys then? What have you got to lose? It would probably be really fun anyways. Make sure your license plate isn't visible by anybody when you're scoping out the place and duck when you enter/leave the store. Cops have cameras and height markers at all bank entrances so they can get your height. Just have fun and do whatever, fuck over the system in any way possible until you're caught and then kys. Have fun Anon.

>> No.19396198

>>19392491
write a book about your story. your journey up, and your descent back down to suicidal thoughts. Have a lesson in there or something.. you could even kill yourself afterwards, would probably improve book sales

>> No.19396476

>>19392491
Cool blog post

>> No.19396987

>>19392982
its what you make it m8, certain things will teach you it. Each person will learn at a different time. Life is about lessons and learning.

>> No.19397077

>>19392491
I know this is a larp so I'll contribute to your fanfiction.
Commit frauds or some other scheme to get your money back. If it works you are back in business. If not, then you kill yourself. If you are too pussy to kill youself at least you end up in prison where you can spend your time reading and maybe have a spiritual awakening or some shit instead of staying at home which at this point would be worse than prison.

>> No.19397148

>>19392990
Is this Edmund?

>> No.19397172

Dude, reply to me fgt.
Tell me you aren't going to kill yourself.
JANNIES!!!