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>>25134842
you feeling it too anon? :( that makes two of us :( must be nice to be loved, I have barely ever known the feeling so I cope bullshitting here with you guys.

three ! Its more common than you think dont worry.

my mother died from cancer, this is the first christmas I am alone

You just need to wrap the shit you buy for yourself. Play some Christmas movies. Put some peppermint schnapps in your coffee in the morning. Make it better than just any other day. If you Celebrate it, it's a celebration.

>>25134910
same. after mother died family fell apart.

>>25134910
You are gonna make it

The summer is the most lonely for me.

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>>25134931
I am really sorry for you guys, how do you cope? music, memories and photos? talking to a psychologist might help :( this world is so very tragic, so much pain, so many tears :(

>>25134842
yeah, always to kill myself the most this time of year, but this year is much worse because I was so close to making a shit ton money so quickly

>>25134931
>>25134941

thx frens, I wish you a happy christmas, really hit me right in the feels to hear such kind words from total strangers

>>25134842
I normally suffer from seasonal depression but it hasn't been that bad this year for whatever reason. Maybe it's because of the preceding 11 months that were so shitty.

Guys. Guys! Peppermint schnapps. Coffee. Die Hard and Christmas Vacation. Getting a supper from the pound. These are wonderful Christmas things!

>>25135016
pupper*
(don't eat at the pound lol)

>>25134842
I’m always lonely and I won’t have it any other way desu.

>>25134910
>>25134931
I'm sorry bros. Hope you have a great christmas, anons WAGMI

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>>25134868
I feel you frens. I have some anxiety problems during christmas because my pop was always drunk and mom was constantly crying.

Damn boomers, if they knew back then what they are implanting in my brain.

>>25135016
I have seen Die hard a 100 times already

when your normie co-workers wish you merry christmas and other people too, because they think you are an normal person with a functional social circle it hits hard every year.

t. father is dead and my mother lives in another country

>>25135063
they didn't care, boomers are selfish scum

>>25135088
go live with your mom then while you still can! fuck your co workers what they think

>>25135069
It's a staple of my Christmas play list. Die Hard. Christmas Vacation. Lethal Weapon. Christmas With the Kranks. Ooooh and I think I'll watch Gremlins this year.

>>25134910
>he is 40

>>25135129
I am glad for you anon, you still able to enjoy those feelz :)

>>25134955
Don’t cope, life moves on and so should you.
They probably want you to move on as well.
t. Dad died when I was young at least he left a house behind, and I’ve made it only by looking forward and not behind.

>>25134955
If you can deal with the terrible times in your life, you will only get stronger

>>25135127
i would waste my life away if i would do that. She has left the country she was selfish. Most of my family over here is envious because i am the biggest earner and the fittest person in the family. It's lonely at the top anons.

>>25135213
Glad you are able to deal with such circumstances, my parents still alive though so I don t take it for granted, but I can imagine the pain.

>>25134995
Merry Christmas anon

>>25134910
My mom died as well. Several years ago though. Also from cancer. It eventually gets better anon after a few years. I went away from home for one year, a few months after it happened and travelled around. Definetly helped me to focus on something else. It was in my early 20s

>>25135243
yes in that case go your own way, excel, don't surround yourself with people who try to take you down, fuck them, you are meant to shine anon!

>>25134842
at least you don't get a week long ban for calling out a pedophilia fantasy story thread on /fit/ questioning how they get away with it and even denying my appeal. I want to leave here but I know I never will. anyways sorry for the reddit post happy holidays

>>25134842
I'm making cookies with my wife :3

>>25135305
Sorry to hear that but glad you recovered and found yourself. I think it's very personal, if you have had a loving mother the feelz of loss will be really intense, but if you had selfish parents who didn't give a shit about you then such feelz will be less intense obviously

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>>25134931
>>25135305
damn you guys are so lucky.

>>25135333
so why are you still here? are you a normie or are you one of us?

>>25134995
Merry Christmas anon, I'm sure your mother was a wonderful person. Always remember that she is watching over you. We all die eventually anon but our souls are eternal. I'll be sure to say a prayer tonight for you. Love you anon.

are you guys going to take the vaccin?

I am going to pass, I don't want long term side effects, mutations, auto immune system disorders and that kind of stuff, read a scientific article about the potential dangers

>>25134955
>talking to a psychologist might help
Imagine talking to a literal fucking jew EVER, who represents this sick system. If you can't cope with it yourself, then you were propaply never meant to make it. A good friend or even a stranger you meet on the street, to which you can talk might help you 10 times more.
I unironically pumped into some guy in his mid 30s once. It was a Wednesday night or so and I was out drinking and on my way walking home and this guy was the only other one walking the streets. And I asked him what the fuck someone like he is doing around this time. He was wearing a suite and good looking.
Told me he just burried his wife today which also died from cancer and is left with two little kids. Had a 5 minute talk and hugged each other. You are not alone in this world anons.
I personally felt more sorry for my mother that she had to die so young, instead of sitting in my room and crying how lonely I am. Point it: Everybody has to grow up at some point. That doesn't mean it's easy though. But that is the best way to look at it

>>25135307
thanks anon i'm sure my father would have been proud of me, since he was the only one really enjoying that i was getting ahead in life. But sadly i had the biggest progress after this death. At least i made him proud by visiting our relatives in the US they would have never thought that somebody from Europe will ever come to visit them since they are all old folks now.

Not gonna lie i use the envy of others as a fuel for success lol.

I could suffer the worst of it all, the death of my parents, siblings and our dog, all of them dead and such things would not matter to me if I only had a teen brapper planted on my face giving me a bowel full of boastful, bloated blow offs point blank to my face

If you find yourself alone this Christmas you must console yourself with your dreams of sweet teens and then internalise the dreams as not just ambitions but plans

The teens will be yours if you make it, and make it you must.

I bid you all a pleasant Christmas and a decade full of sweet teens.

>>25135423
she was, she sacrificed her whole life for me, she gave up her whole life, travelled to a new country and worked all the time to give me a better life.

>>25135549
everybody has their own way of coping

>>25135550
seems like you are really in tune with your ego and self development and potential, must feel good, I hope to get there one day. I also use pain and haters to get ahead. Tasks I usually wouldn't do because they are boring I do because of them to canalize the feelz of anger and injustice. So that helps me to progress. Or having medical surgeries I d usually avoid, I think of them so I am distracted and it helps.

>>25135572
Based coomer

>>25135572
merry christmas anon, you will find the love of your life and have a happy family

>>25135540
Wait. Definitely wait. They are advising men who take the vaccine to freeze sperm before hand lol.
Let it shake out through a hundred million test cases. No point in running to be a lab rat.

>>25135540
>are you guys going to take the vaccin?
I will take it, if they manage to kill me beforehand, fren. Otherwise, as long as I am breeding, zero chance.
Even though I propaply will never find a woman I can have a family with, I won't allow those satanists to sterilize me.
All based on a clown virus with a 99% survival rate. This is just part of their NWO system
>Pic related

>>25135773
indeed, what if after 5 years people start to get serious illness? there are no long term testing results, also just in there are a lot of people with serious side effects from the Pfizer vaccin, these may go away in the short term, but what about the long term?

thanks for ruining the thread with your autism guys

>>25135886
>breeding
*Breathing
Fuck I am retarded

>>25135910
if you don't like us we don't care, go away to Reddit, it's only a few clicks away.

>>25135889
U have to claim with 12 months of getting the jab.

>>25135916
such slip-ups are a sign of high IQ :)

>>25135889
You ever look into thalidomide in the 80's? They gave it to pregnant women in Canada for headaches. The US FDA head refused to approve it and took a massive ration of shit for it. Until flipper babies started pouring out 9 months later.

My tomo is warming up my lonely heart.

>>25135910
Out on some Christmas movies and order yourself some random little crap off of Amazon. There is no definition for what Christmas is supposed to be. Get a puppy so you have something outside of yourself that you need to worry about. Buy it a bunch of bones and have a merry xmas.

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>>25136110
Nailed it!

>>25134868
Me too fren. I don’t think I’ve received an irl compliment or had someone interested in what I’ve had to say outside of this forum in two years

>>25136061
indeed, trusting authorities is for blind low IQ sheeple, if I were old and vulnerable i d prolly take the vaccin, but now there is no way I take that experimental garbage.

>>25136102
A dog is for life, not just for Christmas. Dogs take alot of work daily to care for, they're like having a child.

>>25136151
know that you are loved here anon, We all non-judgemental brothers and we are all going to fucking make it! together!

Yeah I've just decided I'm not going to go to any christmas gathering, just gonna stay at home and chill. And it feels like a giant weight has been lifted from me. I don't have time to deal with my toxic family and it's bad for me in general. I'm going to have a fine day and I'll be happy no doubt. Only thing that gets me sad is people disappointing me.

I'll be spending Christmas alone for the 7th year in a row, but at least I have you guys. :)

>>25135572
Yes that's nice and all until you end up in a concrete cell.

Imagine how many people are killing themselves this winter

>>25136226
we are your true family anon, so you ll never be alone, we are only a few strokes of a keyboard away :)

>>25136273
yes that's so sad, there is so much hatred and competition and strive amongst mankind, but if they all end up killing each other you eventually end up alone and lonely and you miss those people. It's because we are programmed by nature to compete but to reach true fulfillment you need to learn how to love I suppose. But love makes you weak and a prey so you are back at square 1 and play the competitive game again. It's a balance I suppose.

yup. sending love to all my fellow anons

>>25135333
Can I fuck your wife anon?

>>25135549
That sounds pretty gay anon.

>>25136170
That's why you get them. They last a long time and they don't want anything but food and love. Dogs are the perfect people.

>>25136336
love cannot exist without hate, anon

>>25136392
I mean... he "pumped into a guy." That's definitely not straight.

>>25134842
I‘m visiting my parents and see my family dog. He‘s got really old and can’t walk without pain anymore. I feel super bad see him like this frens

You guys are all I have to talk to. I think I would probably go insane without this website. This last year has been hard for me but this board has kept me going.

>>25134995
merry christmas. You will make it, fren.

get comfy frens, make some tea and know we all gonna make it and ya loved

>>25136425
I believe it can.

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>>25136592
Merry christmas!

>>25134842
I love Christmas time. My favorite holiday. Too bad with corona can't have a nice big family dinner.

>>25136299
thank you king

>>25134842

I fucked my asian gf twice today

>>25136767
Can I get a crack at her?

>>25134842
Not for me! I'm getting on a plane to see my awful boomer parents in Spain... Oh wait... I live on plague island. Well at least I have a job to go back to next year.. oh wait.. what's this email about contract renewal.

>>25136767
So did I

>>25137446
You have 10 dorrah?

>>25137446
Sure, anon, you can even cum inside her for free.

>>25136125
Retarted

This thread is full of FAGGOTS. merry christmas frens.

>>25134842
sorry for all you lonely anons
i know this feel
the loneliness is haunting regularly and it's very tiresome
especially seeing groups of people having a good time triggers the bad emotions
and whatever I do in life, there is no success
no one seems to care like I'm an alien out of place
no friendship, no love
no escaping from oneself
seems you haven't found your places where you belong to in the world and feel at home

>>25134842
My parents asked me not to go home for christmas because they're scared of covid

I am an 84 year old man. I would like to ask you: Is THIS the internet?
I came across this place while I was on my computer and was just wondering that.
Thank you people in advance!

>mfw alone in a shitty hotel in some foreign town cause I went to see my little sister in an hospital after she tryed to kill herself by diving from the 4th floor off a building but failed so now shes blind and mute and her face looks like the hills have eyes and she eats drinks pee poo and breath from tubes and link is dumping and all I have is some shitty cold pizza cause there is no microwave in my hotel room
at least im drinking lagavulin and listening to bladee on my phones barely working speaker