/biz/ - Business & Finance

hello darkness my old friend

>>52227932
only friends and enemies care enough to be that honest

>>52227932
I would say you can be my friend, but I'm a depressing autistic loser too. You would get sick of me, like your friend did of you.

>>52227945
Yeah but the way he said it, he was very much focused on mocking me
It reminded me of a time I FaceTimed with the love of my life and she was kinda drunk and we were talking but she was… her vibe was higher I guess. She had a mental break down yelling at me to please stop being so depressing
I don’t even know what to say. This is my personality since childhood

>>52227963
I guess it would be a battle of who is the more depressing and autistic
Honestly this only got a lot worse since I got heavy into crypto. 4 years in this market and I’ve lost all self esteem I’m all in and my cash is dry I’ve become a complete shut in

>>52227932
IKTFB

>>52228001
I think you need to go outside a bit bro. If you do wanna chat I can drop my details but we all know you want to talk to a nice girl not a 4chan incel like me.

>>52228001
even on an anonymous imageboard you sound like a depressing autistic faggot
just fucking kys or at least stop shitting up the board

>>52227981
Start working out and do nofap and eat healthy and whatever this “depressing autistic energy” you have that is negatively effecting your life will go away

>>52227932
have you considered that it may be true and you aren't fun to be around? you can change

>>52227932
you're a frogposting incel lmao

>>52227932
WAGMI in this life or the next

>>52227932
Did you know him since you were -1? Who cares? Call him a fat idiot and move on.

>>52227932
Go to a therapist no joke

>>52227932
Is your friend poor?

I had my best fren snap on me last week calling me selfish and a bitch for complaining all the time.

This is someone I would help with anything and he snapped out of the blue, all I can come up with is he's unemployed, probably drinking, and jealous

>>52227932
beat the shit out of that nigga, fuck that.

>>52227932
Are you those things though? Any real friend would tell you and be honest

>>52227981
>>52227932
These "friends" of yours are fucking feds trying to radicalize you and turn you into something sinister. You may not be the best person to be around, that could be true but I find it very unlikely that you are actually some evil being made of pure negative energy that drains others. They are trying to plant that idea in your head, make you feel less of yourself like you have nothing to lose and should go do something terrible. Don't listen to them.

>>52228110
/thread

>>52227932
whats with the friends shit? this is a wake up call, anon.

>>52227932
Honestly anon, stop being a depressed fag. Nobody cares if youre an autistic loser but nobody likes a downer.

>>52227932
NPCs are programmed to be aggressive toward blackpilled autists. It's a defense mechanism so they don't enter the rabbit hole and start to question everything around them.

But maybe that you are irradiating depressing vibes too much, which is the least charismatic thing possible, and make girls dry af. You need to distribute blackpills and darkness, but in a funny and interactive fashion. Like the sarcastic sigma who don't hesitate to openly troll normies to their face and who laugh at the face of clownworld, showing to everybody all the self-contradictions and irony of our sick society.

Basically, become a kind of joker. Maybe start to smoke weed too. I was way funnier and sourly back when i was a pothead. My mind was constantly producing sarcastic, caustic puns and finding new ways to humiliate ppl. It ended up in fist fights more than once because some can't handle the public shaming. But ppl loved it (as long as they weren't the target). Nobody dared trying to start a talking contest with me, no matter the subject.

Now i'm like you : a boring depressed autist. People are boring to me, and i'm boring to them. They progressively started to ignore me, as i was ignoring them too. Maybe i should go back to pot. But i hate normies so much that i think i prefer to stay forever alone.

>>52228174
Schizophrenia


>>52227932
Lmao get a life man. Real friends will call you the worst shit imaginable because you are on the same level.

If you want "friends" that just say nice little NPC things to you then go become a woman lmao

>>52228174
being around depressing people is draining

>>52228221
>Hurr I'm the sarcastic joker sigma

T. Dumb annoying autist

>>52228110
>>52228177
ITT: Niggers

>>52227932
OP, see
>>52228186
“just be yourself” is a meme or at least misunderstood. like the other anon said, nobody wants to be around a downer. you are ultimately in control of your personality and, just like people who are changed by war or trauma, you can turn it around. it won’t be fast or easy but would you rather look back in five years saying:
>”i’m so happy i worked on myself”
or
>”fuck, i wasted a huge chunk of my youth and i’m still miserable”
godspeed fren. until you improve yourself, you still have us faggot sperglords

>>52228266
You must be new here, you really need to go back

>>52228273
I guaran damn tee you that I have been here longer than you buddy.

>>52228299
how long

>>52227932
close /biz/ and spend time with him

>>52227932
I am free throughout the day t. NEET
I could be your friend. I enjoy long convos.

>>52228342
kys nigger

>>52228404

>>52227932
friends call other friends out when they are self destructive and need to step up. deep down you know he is right, and if he didnt call you out on it he wouldnt have been a true friend

>>52227932
Sorry to hear, man. I am also very depressing, but ended up creating a fake personality to use around people, especially people I like, so that I don't depress them. It worked out in the end. Stop being so honest and embrace the fake and gay world we live in, I guess.

Anon, nobody really knows the actual details of your situation but the reality is that being around incredibly boring and depressed people is not worth it, especially if those people aren't going to try to improve themselves. It's not their job as friends to just be positive towards you 100% if you're going to be a stick in the mud and not bother working on yourself. It probably piled up too long and they ended up being way harsher than it would have if someone gave you a reality check earlier. But ultimately you have to be worth being around and saying "this is just how my personality was forever" is a copout. Work on yourself, go to therapy if you have to, just build yourself up until you're not someone who makes being around take more effort than it's worth.

>>52228420
In a mocking way?

There's a difference between being constructive vs just shitting on someone

>>52228476
It’s probably what this guy >>52228438 ssid.

OP had probably been acting like an emotional drain for too long and something just pushed his friend off the edge and he lost it. It isn’t very nice but OP should see it as a wake up call instead of ending the friendship

It'll be alright OP. You get used to it. We just do the best we can.

>>52228551
Idk how you could continue the friendship after being mocked unless his friend apologizes. It would just validate the mocking.

Nothing wrong with adjusting and bettering yourself though

>>52227932
me either. fuck it

>>52227932
is he wrong though?

>>52227932

Idk Anon. My best-friend growing up was a legitimate schizophrenic, and all he did was play video games all day. I don't play video games at all, and I like going out, but he was still my best-friend. I haven't talked to him in like 2 years, but he's still my friend.

Maybe your friend was just having a really bad day.

>>52227932
From reading this thread I can assure you. You´re a good dude. Don´t listen to them.

>>52227932
>>52227981
lift weights

>>52227932
Feel bad for you man, but you can make it up. I used to have no money at all and close to 0 friends, flashforward today and i have 8 figs and a group of the best friends ever, money does bring the best things in life. The trick? Ill give you a hint, DEXTOOLS

>>52227932
we're ur frens here anon. ur far from frenless.

>>52228001
its not healthy. do the following:
>buy a Garmin fitness watch for exercise tracking and run charting
>find some less busy streets in ur area or a proper nature running trail and make a habit of running it at least 3 times a week
>make this part of your routine

if you do just that i guarantee you you'll feel less depressed and you'll actually start feeling better about yourself. add to that you'll be getting healthy. sitting around on the internet all the time isnt what man was meant to do fren, u gotta get outside and move around otherwise u will feel depressed.
best of luck and as far as your crypto is concerned buy yourself at least 1MM RSR tokens.
its going to go for a wild run in due time fren, trust me on this. hope u get to feeling better and talk to your friend that btfo'd u. he may have just been having a bad day and is going thru some things himself.

gn

>>52228105
Sounds like he feels bad about his situation and is jealous/ mad that you are in a better situation but are still complaining (not saying you shouldnt)

>>52227981
Read about "ego" and "ego death"

>>52228221
You were antisocial taking pleasure of humiliating people and being a bully. When people grow up and become more mature they dont accept humiliation anymore. Being a bully was just a defense mechanism making you believe you were above others. What you are now is what you've always been deep down: a depressed loser

>>52227932
irl friends aren't real bro

>>52228415
this can't be real

>>52227932
>depressing loser
So you are a gloomy faggot who refuses to go outside and complains about everything?

>>52230159
It is, look at the teeth.

Makeup is rape by deception.

>>52227932
You probably are, the average 4chan incel is absolutely retarded but full of dunning kruger tier hubris.

>>52227932
A good friend will tell you the truth, it's up to you to fix this and be a better friend to him back.

>>52230146
Incredibly based take

Truth hurts
Funny that you don’t see it as the truth it clearly is being that this person knows you better than anyone