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Im so tired. Im so tired of being alone. Im so tired of suffering of being miserable of hating myself my image im tired of my family who is against me im tired of having to live off my mom because my self image is so negative to the point where I can't work a job where I have to be infront of other people in person physically because I get extreme self consciousness and anxiety to the point where I wanna throw up and kill myself.

24 years old for the last 5 fucking years i've been broke i've had to live life as a fucking loser in the shadows watching everyone live their best fucking life while i walk around town every night alone with no friends no family to be my rock to pick me up off my feet to point me in a direction i have absolutely no support.

My heart can't take this stress anymore it's too much I just want to have money and to have a girlfriend or at least have my old life back. 24 years old and a fucking broke loser piece of shit that can only work from home but no one will hire him unless he applies to like 100 shitty ass $10 a hr call center jobs and have to work for some fucking dogshit ass wage.

24 years old 0$ to my name 0 pussy touched this year im so fucking depressed im so fucking lost im so done with life. Fuck my family for stranding me here and when I tell them I am depressed because of the damage that was done to me in the past and that i'm suffering everyday they just either laugh at me or tell me i need mental help.

I don't even know why I wrote this post. Feel free to laugh at my misery. The 24 year old loser is a jester, a clown to the real world. A laughing stock. A bad example of what a human should be so others can avoid becoming like him.

Fuck life. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Time is just slowly ticking away. So much for my dream of having a music career. Hahahaha.

but most of all.

FUCK YOU GOD. FUCK YOU

when will this shit get better. how long must i keep suffering for

im so tired

>> No.30141074

>>30140991
Never.

>> No.30141114

>>>/r9k/
gtfo off my board you retard

>> No.30141167

>>30140991
Life gets better when you accept its unfairness and brutality. Keep going anon, it is what it is.

>> No.30141172

Buy bitcoin, even a tiny amount will help. 0.028 BTC will be worth 2.8 million in 10 years

>> No.30141364

>>30140991
Take the Buddhism pill, it saved me

>> No.30141463

>>30140991
You need professional help anon. I have seen but ugly people in wheelchairs who cant wipe their own ass enjoy life. Nothing outside of your head can nake you hapoy. You need help to think different. Sadly your thoughts will try to stop you from doing the one thing you need to do to survive. So let ne drive it in. You got exactly one thing you got to do, seek professional help. Now

>> No.30141659

>>30141463
Sorry for the spelling errors. I'm a bit drunk. But get help anon. Nothing else can help you now. Not money, not girls, nothing

>> No.30141677

>>30141167
This.

>>30141364
Trash. Hinduism is closer to universal truth than Buddhism.

>> No.30141748

I dont need professional help. You dont know what its like to build your life from the ground up to exactly how you envisioned everything then to have it ruined to the point where your very soul is fucking hurting and will hurt forever and ever and ever and even after this life if there is a afterlife. this world inflicted so much pain on me and now im left here like a used up rag to rot and wither away. fuck your professional help.

>> No.30141766

>>30140991

God is not to blame for the evil in this world. It clearly says in the bible Satan is the ruler of this world.

>> No.30142085

The sooner you realise that no one actually truly cares for anyone the sooner you become a truly wise person. Even if you get a girlfriend, she only wants you because you have something to offer, e.g. looks, sex, money etc. The moment you lose any of these three things, they will ditch you because enough no longer serve any purpose. This applies to ANYONE . In this world
The ultimate truth is that the most genuine thing is self-interest, so I suggest you embrace it in order to free yourself . Most people who follow the crowd are sheep, and they are average in every way possible.

>> No.30142127

>>30140991
Are you sure you don't have any family to connect with anon? Family is important.

>> No.30142382

The world is a sheep vs wolf game, so I suggest you become a wolf. Being a sheep means you’re a simp, you’re dumb and you wanna follow the crowd. Be a wolf to get where you want. Usually to be a wolf means you understand the system, you understand the scam and you take advantage of it. Nobody actually knows what they’re doing in the world, so I wouldn’t look up to or follow the crowd. Most people are clueless, dumb, stupid sheep. Do not be one of them, be a wolf.

>> No.30142413

how often do you jerk off

>> No.30142425

>>30140991
talking 2 days with a girl on a dating app found out she is in "finding herself from too much fuck state" as a 35 year old virgin. the apex of life guys

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30142506

>>30140991
Same age as you. Started with zero and have had 10k+ net worth several times before cashing out.

Work that fucking $10 an hour job and buy the fucking dip you coward ass faggot bitch cocksucker newfag cunt.

>> No.30142571

>>30140991
if u live deliberately every day life will get better. the amount of effort must go up linearly but the gains are exponential
ill be ur friend anon lmk if u need anything

>> No.30142670

>>30141748
I used to be like you a year ago.hell Im 25 soon and dont even have a real job.you need to have hope even if its based on cope so can enable a positive feedback loop.step out of that prison that you have created for yourself and stop comparing yourself to others.please strongly consider>>30142085 and >>30141167.

>> No.30142681

>>30141766
seems like it
>>30142085
yep i was always the one walked on every friend i had just used me up and when i no longer had girls or "moves" aka things to do they just stopped fucking with me lol..
>>30142127
nope they all just remind me everyday to get a job most of them don't really have any money or real connections to at least put me underneath someone's wing. To them, i'm just a burden so i just keep to myself. not like they'd help me anyway. like i said most of them are poor. my family sux. my own cousin who is 18 visits my town every weekend just to see his girlfriend and doesn't even tell me he's here. that's the type of shit im talking about.

anyone else in my shoes would've killed themselves a long time ago.

>> No.30142715

>>30140991
Your life isn't so bad if you're not an Indian

>> No.30142821

>>30140991
Here's a joke to cheer you up

Guy: I am great at indentifying birds
Friend: ok, what are those on that tree?
Guy: yes, they are all birds.

>> No.30142861

>>30142681
Do you live with your parents?

>> No.30142959

>>30140991
just stop being a failure bro

>> No.30143429

>>30140991
Know those feels OP, but there's only one person that can change the situation and that's you.

Start scraping every dollar together that you can get your hands on. Make it your prisoner. Once you've acquired a couple thousand, go online and look around the world for opportunities.

If you're white, go to Asia. You can make money as an English teacher to start off in China. You'll be paid $4-5k USD a month with a degree. If you have no degree, make one.

Next, move. You need to change your surroundings. Fresh start, no hangups and no fear.

You're young. You still have time to make this life work for you. Once you have a stable income, start investing and grow your worth.

Good luck anon. You can make it.

>> No.30143567

>>30143429
Thank you and everyone else that contributed and didn't tell me to kill yourself faggot etc I appreciate the support and the contributions for real thank you everyone for your kindness and your positive messages i appreciate it.

>> No.30143774

>>30143567
Seriously buy some bitcoin, you won’t regret it. It’s still cheap

>> No.30143828

>>30143567
You'll be OK buddy. Life's tough sometimes, but just remember that's its a test. Ultimately if you pass these tests you'll someday reach greatness and have a story to go with it.

In all seriousness look overseas for the opportunities. Wasn't kidding about the China gig, you can start from there and really gain experience from it.

>> No.30143907

>>30140991
I suggest you start meditating anon. It changed my mind. Most of your self esteem issues are in your head. Meditation helps your mind stay present more which helps you forget about all the shit that bugs you when you’re around other people and just allows you to be in the moment instead of your head. After that get a job where you can meet people and take it from there. I also highly suggest staying off boards like /fit/, /tv/, /r9k, and /pol/. Just any board in general that’s flooded with incels that are obsessed with lookism. That shit is legitimately poison for your mind and will only make you more autistic. Limit your time on 4chan and general and try to replace it with hobbies. Life has a way of working itself out anon trust me. Definitely start meditating though ASAP.

>> No.30144049

>>30143907
It changed my life* but in a sense it did change my mind too. It changed my whole perspective on life and made me a calmer and more social person. It helped me to stop giving a fuck.

>> No.30144084

>>30140991
You’re only going to feel better when you start working on yourself (making money, eating right, exercise, positivity)
It sounds like useless meme advice but it’s true. No one gives a fuck if you’re happy except YOU. No one is on your way except YOU. Yes, you might have to work miserable jobs for a while. You might not get pussy for a while. But once you get moving and stay motivated, the momentum will take you far. If you’re really that broke, don’t be too proud to get help (food bank, church, whatever is in your area). Don’t get loans and don’t worry about pussy until you’ve solved your own problems. It will just be a distraction.

>> No.30144170

>>30143907
What kind of meditation? Got any good resources? I’ve tried a few things but never committed enough to get life changing results.

>> No.30144209

>>30140991
stop being a pussy

>> No.30144217

>>30140991

Life gets better when your rich and buy asian sex slaves

>> No.30144229

Low taxes now, time buy more $ENQ
Look at this fellas, you will get that this ecosystem is new era in crypto
smartphone dapps and mining
I am safe now with this system, tards wouldn’t get how it is working

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>>30140991
>music career HAHAHAHA
Bro go get a college degree or something useful. Learn trades for real wagie. You can do music on the side if you're really passionate about it lmao. If your life is really that shit then funnel that depressed bitchy energy into songwriting

>> No.30144400

i'll bite ano. unironically buy/grow some shrooms and drop a g, if you don't come out of that with a different perspective on your life then yeah maybe like others said get some professional help. start with a shit wagie job working from home, buy crypto every month and fucking make it. life doesn't magically get better, you've got to make it better with purpose and progression.

>> No.30144457

When you have financial freedom to do whatever you want and quit waging like a cuck.

>> No.30144508

>>30144170
I use an app called headspace. It might still be free for a year because of covid. “Calm” is also an amazing app that is a lot cheaper. These are guided meditation apps. Both of them have free 7-10 day trials that kinda show you the ropes of how to properly meditate. I suggest doing both and if you feel like you don’t need an app to meditate then you can easily just do it for free with a timer for like 10-20 minutes a day. But for some reason the guided meditations help me be consistent.

>> No.30144574

>>30141463
>thInK DifFeRenT
>sex and love aren't basic needs
women would kill themselves if they had to go 1 year without sex, love, validation, or affection

>> No.30144669

>>30140991
I live basically with my my step dad/uncle, kinda long story anyways. I don't have an issue with him but it's very obvious that I am the fuck up of the family. My sisters moved out, moved on and I am on a wheel trying to get off.
you and I are pretty similar
>24 years old and a fucking broke loser piece of shit that can only work from home but no one will hire him unless he applies to like 100 shitty ass $10 a hr call center jobs and have to work for some fucking dogshit ass wage.

I am 24, $13 an hour, WFH, Call Center.
I really feel the time and how much I've wasted.
>Fuck life. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Time is just slowly ticking away. So much for my dream of having a music career. Hahahaha.
Literally me too. Learned how to play guitar,piano, mix and master, program drums, sing. I ain't fucking making it at this rate, at least I have a cool hobby.

Taking shrooms, Quit weed for 5-6 months, help me quit my dreams and zoom out a bit and cope with Wageslave life. Hopefully I'll be able to get a full two weeks soon for my next pay period but covid has caused work to be part time at best but it's turning around, I hope I can start looking at apartments,move out. Move out into the world.

It's hard. My mantra at work is don't think, just breathe. Worrying, Anger does nothing. Trying to do something is the only option. At least that's what I try to tell myself.

I kind of unironically agree with this. No one cares. The universe doesn't care.
You have to care for yourself or none will.
>>30142085
>>30141167

>> No.30144675

>>30141114
based

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>>30140991
I feel you man I’m in a similar situation but I’m not pressed about it. Try switching your mental frame and your self image. You’re not a loser, you’re an underdog. Wish you the best fren

>> No.30144879

>>30141364
I really wish westerners could at least accept the first noble truth

>> No.30144926

>>30142085
so true. you know when women believe in true love?
when there's patriarchy and she'll lose her kids and money and social status if she cheats.
never adopt a "universal" perspective, you will be totally taken advantage of because really, everyone else wants the world rigged in their own favor.

>> No.30145095

>>30143429
>4-5k/mo teaching in China
I seriously doubt this.

>> No.30145319

>>30143429
New surroundings can be huge but OP said he’s flat broke so idk

>> No.30145569

>>30145095
>>30145319
Check here for the classifieds in Beijing.

Foreigners make anywhere between 20-30k RMB. Any degree from University will get you in if you're well spoken.

>t. Expat

>> No.30145627

>>30145095
not impossible if you find the right gig, but more like 2-3k max if you're just teaching english

>> No.30145644

>>30145569
https://www.thebeijinger.com/

Check it out OP. They'll hook you up with a visa if you go with the right company. They favour Americans.

>> No.30145668

>>30141677
Hinduism is full of deep insights, although it can be off-puttingly complex for those just starting to learn about Eastern religions. Anyone that hasn't read Srimad Bhagavatam I would highly recommend it.
I find myself increasingly appreciating Daoism. The Tao Te Ching is perhaps the simplest and most beautiful religious text ever written.

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30145779

invest in yourself.

keep educating yourself.

that ll do.