Should I kms?

[Anonymous No.9140288]

I'm a 21 years old, kissless, friendless neet.

I don't really care about money, I don't mind being poor or eventually having to go to work once my neetbux run out, my problems are solely looks and mental related.

I am repulsive because of my looks and people tend to avoid me, which is why I've never had friends. It goes without saying that I've had 0 contact with the opposite sex (girls are repulsed by me and call me ugly in my face). I tried forming some friendships in HS but they all fell apart due to my looks and mental state (I am very weird)

I don't socialize at all, as I've said, I have 0 friends.What's even worse is the fact that I have severe social phobia. I can't even go outside without starting to shake uncontrollably so I usually just resort to never leaving my apartment. My parents have both moved on with their lives (divorced and out of the country), fortunately they left the apartment for me so I'm not homeless.

I have no plans for the future and I suck at everything. Even if I had a talent I wouldn't be able to put it to use due to my mental state, I'm very depressed and extremely lonely. Every day is the same, I wake up, shower, order food or cook something up, then spend all day on my Computer until I fall asleep. I can't socialize at all, my eyes start to tear up even during phone calls.

Every day in my life is a mental torture, wouldn't it be better to just kill myself already? I don't enjoy anything anymore. If I play video games or watch TV Shows (the only things I do really) my mind just drifts off and I start thinking about my situation, by the end of an episode I realize that I did not understand anything at all, it's like I had not just watched the episode and by the end of a game every team-mate is mad at me for being brainless.

There's zero substance in my life, the only emotions that I can feel are fear and anxiety.

This is not a larp, I'm just tired of life.

[Anonymous No.9140330]

>>9140288

Start going to the gym and seeing a psychiatrist. Also i refuse to believe youre as ugly as you thinkyou are, you probably just have put zero effort into your looks.

[Anonymous No.9140334]

>>9140288
Start meditating, lifting, and pick up running/biking/swimming.

go to /fit/

you should also get a job for the social interaction, min wage is fine, you'll learn some personal responsibility and hopefully you'll be motivated to find something better. if you're actually unattractive grow a beard and start wearing more fitting clothes.

[Anonymous No.9140358]

I hope you pull it together buddy. I know you have the potential

[Anonymous No.9140377]

>>9140288
Hey anon, I have zero friends also, either dead or left neighborhood...u should go out and say fuck it, why care what anyone thinks...
Find something that makes you happy, bowl, garden, cook, just get up and do it..
Don't be a cunt, that's what the gov wants u to be....

[Anonymous No.9140378]

>>9140288
move your ass and stop eating shit
maybe you not even ugly just a fat fuck

and buy link

[Anonymous No.9140392]

wierd larp, but ok

[Anonymous No.9140438]

>Business and Finance

[Anonymous No.9140468]

How much porn do you watch and how often you masturbate?

[Anonymous No.9140490]

>>9140392
>he thinks its a larp

[Anonymous No.9140492]

>>9140288
Don't kill yourself. Just don't do it. You're living life on hard mode. You're a stronger person than a lot of people that get to live on easy mode. Just keep going and persevere. I promise you that something will come up eventually that will make life worth living.

[Anonymous No.9140493]

copypasta

[Anonymous No.9140551]

>>9140288
I think most all of us have been here, anon. Those who live devoid of ANY sadness obviously must not be living a fulfilling life. The greatest of life's lessons come from the lowest points of our lives. Where there's darkness, there's always a lesson to be learned.
It goes without saying, there's no magic trick to feeling better. It just takes a mental shift, it takes a gradual "improvement" in your perception. You just have to look at things from a different perspective.
Get into something, develop a real hobby, try to make the best of your life. Be the person you WANT to be.
I know it's way easier said than done, sorry about that, but that's the way it is. It's all in your head.
Stay strong my dude.

[Anonymous No.9140559]

>>9140468

around 3 times per week

[Anonymous No.9140585]

>>9140330
My main problem is my face, it is very repulsive/weird/alien looking so gym wouldn't help.

[Anonymous No.9141377]

>>9140585
Exercise treats depression retard.

[Anonymous No.9141398]

American psychologist Martin Seligman initiated research on learned helplessness in 1967 at the University of Pennsylvania as an extension of his interest in depression. This research was later expanded through experiments by Seligman and others. One of the first was an experiment by Seligman & Maier: In Part 1 of this study, three groups of dogs were placed in harnesses. Group 1 dogs were simply put in a harnesses for a period of time and were later released. Groups 2 and 3 consisted of "yoked pairs". Dogs in Group 2 were given electric shocks at random times, which the dog could end by pressing a lever. Each dog in Group 3 was paired with a Group 2 dog; whenever a Group 2 dog got a shock, its paired dog in Group 3 got a shock of the same intensity and duration, but its lever did not stop the shock. To a dog in Group 3, it seemed that the shock ended at random, because it was his paired dog in Group 2 that was causing it to stop. Thus, for Group 3 dogs, the shock was "inescapable".

In Part 2 of the experiment the same three groups of dogs were tested in a shuttle-box apparatus. All of the dogs could escape shocks on one side of the box by jumping over a low partition to the other side. The dogs in Groups 1 and 2 quickly learned this task and escaped the shock. Most of the Group 3 dogs – which had previously learned that nothing they did had any effect on shocks – simply lay down passively and whined when they were shocked. From these experiments, it was thought that there was to be only one cure for helplessness. In Seligman's hypothesis, the dogs do not try to escape because they expect that nothing they do will stop the shock.

[Anonymous No.9141404]

>>9140288
Stop being this weak minded, sowly force yourself into what you fear, it doesnt matter if your eyes start to water...

Dont want to sound like reddit but look at him, i dont think you look worse than him.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VaRO5-V1uK0&t=22s

Life is like a videogame, just because you were not lucky with the character randomization doesnt mean you have to give up on the first challenge you encounter.

[Anonymous No.9141406]

>>9140288
I think you confused the bords, buddy.
/r9k/ is this way

[Anonymous No.9141416]

>>9140288
Get rich or die trying.

[Anonymous No.9141445]

>>9140288
Become a monk.

[Anonymous No.9141462]

>>9140288
Nice pasta

[Anonymous No.9141483]

where do you live

[Anonymous No.9141489]

>>9140288
Didn't read your entire post; yes.
Long term; "they" will fuck you on every turn unless you put your feet down on their neck.
tldr; fuck them in the ass they are not on your side...ever.

[Anonymous No.9141612]

>>9141398
So youre telling him to join the military to uphold and defend the Constitution from all enemies, both foreign and domestic?

[Anonymous No.9141660]

1. See doctor, take any supplements, exercise, etc. (just walk around the neighborhood)
2. Get a job, even a shitty job (for income)
3. Teach yourself to trade blue chip stocks (more income)
4. Keep running this marathon until you prosper, friend

Life is suffering. Think of things you enjoy as a bonus. Imagine what life was like 500 years ago. I wish you the best of luck!

[Anonymous No.9141684]

>>9140288
Im not ready yet but I need a 2nd employee for trading and overwatch charts (next year )

Wait and you get a fresh portfolio and monthly money