/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>10524756
Say that to Mana. Mid-thigh skirts are peak gothic perfection.

>>9605857
>have a few dresses that don't fit well because I'm busty and long in the body
>finally cave and order a binder because one dream dress just won't fit without it
>was only doing it for the fit since the sports bra method didn't work, but as soon as I put it on I was struck by how cool it looked
>try the binder out with MmM and feel even closer to my gothic aeshetic ideal, since Mana has a fairly feminine body but often doesn't pad his chest at all
>the flatter the chest, the closer to Mana but binding until I look like a guy shouldn't make me as excited as it does
I'm in too deep. One of my friends said it was weird that I aspired to look like an ageing crossdresser a few months ago, and I should have listened instead of laughing it off by saying Mana doesn't age.

>sometimes happy now whenever I notice I look like a guy, in lolita or out of it
I don't think I'm turned on by it or anything but I can't shake the paranoia that I'm like...a reverse sissy. I honestly feel really weird about it but I haven't told anybody because it sounds stupid.