/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>7894959
iktf
I still get soft toys, I'm 22 and poor
it's not that I don't like them, it's that there's absolutely nothing to do with them other than display them somewhere or leave them on the shelf to collect dust. My parents usually know what to get me, as does my husband, but everyone else...
I got the same perfume for three (3) holidays in a row and it smells like shit AND lasts for less than 10 minutes. I also have way too many photo frames to know what to do with.
Shit, I'm not even that difficult when it comes to presents, even socks would do as long as it's something useful, I'm way too poor to collect toys while I go in socks with holes in them.

>>7811195
if you look at the thread you'll see she was in for a skirt; even posted the link. See >>7808977

>>7775319
>being this fat
>still having such tiny boobs

>>7719998
I picked u my IW order last week from the custom office, and it looked like OP's pic. Except it was actually teared open. When I picked it up they had at least put it in a plasitc bag but I was still pretty pissed. Thank God nothing of my items was lost, but the little IW letter with the "Thank you"-note was already missing.

>>7691824

>read FAQ of this blog
>lolwut

Story sounds legit

>>7658859
Do you mean Venus Angelic?

>ever since I was young I was an awkward sperglord
>literally everything I do I end up being embarrassed about because it genuinely was embarrassing and odd-looking
>worried about being judged, because I used to be laughed at for literally everything - the music I listened to, the clothes I wore, the shit I liked/obsessed about (to be fair it was embarrassing, but so was everyone else, we were tweens for fuck sake)
>Always tried to be different not because I wanted to be speshul but because I had fucked up tastes, like I do to this day
>also was a weeaboo and whatever the 00's version of shedora-tipper supreme gentlewoman was, although I wasn't hateful
>once I called this girl my friend and tried to be nice and she made fun of me on facebook for it, said "dawww how pathetic"
>had elaborate conversations with myself because I felt bad bothering anyone else
>always tried to emulate someone else I considered "cool", be they real or not

it's been many years and I've been doing some growing up but am still far from normal. I don't even think there's hope for me, I'm 21 and whatever I do, say or like I feel embarrassed about later. I fake confidence but then I embarrass myself again because I just can't into normalfagdom. I was also born in a shitty country and now that I moved elsewhere I just feel like people will be mean to me because I'm an immigrant and because Slavs in general, not to mention people from my country, aren't that well liked in the west.
Seriously, I hate everything I am and I don't even know how I have friends and a boyfriend, I'm genuinely surprised.

I've been wanting to get into lolita but that's just a recipe for disaster, I'm positive I'll be laughed at again.

Sorry for the blog post.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NLSCXRnjMGk
I can't stop replaying this for some reason