/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>in my 20s but somehow boobs suddenly growing??
>gaining like 3kg on top of that was enough to push me over the edge into not fitting a lot of my dresses
>can't even zip up some pieces while wearing a binder
>rather lose weight than resign myself to never fitting my favourite brands again but still feel kinda depressed and forced into it because lolita is literally the only reason I want to lose weight
>still fit all my normie clothes, feel healthy, face looks good, tits look great, BMI perfectly healthy 20.5, don't eat junk food anyway
>heck, 93cm bust waist still fits a lot of brand but like fuck do I want to try to sell half my existing wardrobe in this market, even if I could bear to part with the pieces
>need to lose 5cm on bust and 2cm on waist just so shapewear will work again
>have past experience of boob weight being the most stubborn to shift, so worried that the amount of weight I'd have to lose to make an impact would turn my face from kawaii to ugly skelly mode
>friends acted like I was anorexic for suggesting losing a few kg, even though I'd still be at a healthy weight if I did so and both those friends are constantly dieting
just feel vaguely unhappy about it. use of old school sadlita is ironic considering i can't fit oldschool skirts any more.