/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>issues with my gf.
>decide to move back in with my parents and help sort my dad and stepmom out issues
>Dad is a lifelong alcoholic.
>He does things that brings out the absolute worst in me I end up saying things I don't really mean out of anger.
>Most of the time I can just shrug off his drunkenness but sometimes it just spills over and I explode with expletives and basically mirror him.
>stepmom sad for both of us.
>contemplating not going to a convention because I just feel like shit.
>stepmom thinks its because of muh gf.
>Truthfully I'm afraid of ending up like my father and I'm sad and angry that I can't fix him so I just have to sit back and watch as he slowly kills himself with booze.
>If I do end up going to the convention I'm probably going to seek out a bar and try to drink away the pain.
>my own worst self-fulfilling prophecy.

Just...


what's a good drink to help you forget everything for a little while?