/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>tfw complain to online friends about >tfw no gf
>They immediately all jump down my throat
>Tell me to shut the fuck up
>Call me a complete fucking retard who needs to hurry up and die
>They all agree I'm attractive and have a hard time believing I am who I say I am
>Female friends have said if we didn't live on opposite ends of the world they'd date me in a heartbeat
>One even used my pictures to catfish girls for giggles
>tfw none of this matters
>Stay inside all day
>Watch anime
>Have dakis
>Collect figurines
>Wall scrolls and movie posters plaster my walls
>Play visual novels
>Read light novels and manga
>Like to dress up in nice Jfash/anime-inspired clothes and pose in the mirror because it makes me feel cool
>Only ever leave the house to work, shop for food or specific items, uni and gym
>Don't have any IRL friends, barely even speak to family
>Have zero self-confidence
>Extremely shy and quiet
>Can't look people in the eye or I'll just start feeling awkward and my eyes start to get watery
>Stare at the ground when walking, earphones in and ignore everyone
>Listen to ASMR to treat the loneliness

I don't get it. Are my friends just being nice because they don't actually have to interact with my ugly ass? Much easier to say endless platitudes over the internet I feel.

Also taking applications for gf.

>>9972812
An old VW polo.