/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>Been with my bf for over 4 years now, loved him to death
>he's the sweetest guy ever, always takes me out to fancy restaurants, takes me shopping, and just generally spoils me rotten
>A few days ago I decided to go to his place for a surprise visit, as I wanted to relax after rushing to finish my essay for uni
>I walk in to find him sprawled out on the floor, a belt around his arm, syringe on the floor and a baggy of what I now know was heroin in his hand
>Ran out of his apartment in tears
>Days later he texts me saying how he's so sorry I had to witness that, and that he wants to change but can't
>apparently he's been shooting up heroin everyday for 6 years now, constantly hiding it from me, and even being high around me without my knowledge

I'm honestly lost. I still love him dearly, but the fact that he's hid this part of himself from me for all those years coupled with the fact that he doesn't think he has the willpower to quit is incredibly concerning to me. I want him to get better desperately, and am thinking maybe me leaving him is what he needs to realize that he needs to seek help. I just don't know anymore gulls.

Sorry for the rambly disjointed mess of a post, I've been so distraught these last couple of days that my head is almost as fucked up as his haha...