/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>10030370

"Regular" life is so boring to me. There's not much that really excites me outside of lolita any more. I've taken to going into my walk in closet and sitting down and just staring up at my dresses, going through my accessories, dressing up my dress form every single day. I'll put on a playlist of unboxings or deerstalkers old videos and just be in my own little lolita bubble, go through my insta feed, and I'm happy. But as soon as I have to leave for work or to go do anything else all that happiness just sort of deflates out of me and I go back to being apathetic and irritable and antisocial.

I just want to surround myself in frills and seal myself off from the real world for forever. How do I stop feeling this way? Its so impracticle but everything else is so goddamn depressing.

So how realistic is this?