/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

tfw no bf to cosplay as Space Dandy and fuck me
why live

I wish I could cosplay sibling characters with my irl sister- we look alike, and I'd be more than happy to make her outfit myself, but she hates anything remotely geeky and told me she'd rather die than come with me to a con...

>Find out internship has been extended through the year
>More money for brand
>Find out teammates are secret weebs
>Think I'm actually making friends
>Ghosted today
Well, it was fun while it lasted. Maybe it's for the best; I started accidentally fantasizing about my coworker yesterday and felt so guilty

But
>All my tights I ordered came in today
>Actually might have a semi-completed coord for my first meet Saturday
>Still have no idea what I'm going to wear

>Merch for character only available as preorder bonus for a box or in a box
>Order because fuck it. Don't want to pay overpriced auctions
>Need to get rid of unwanted keychains/plushes, so set up box-splits
>Nobody wants to do it
>Other people hosting box splits on same site/group have to order several boxes get everyone their slots
>Sit here with an entire full box, nobody taking slots, even for popular characters

My wallet is doomed and Wonfest has all sorts of new figures coming out now...RIP finances

Was anyone else a part of the godawful Trigger autographs? A bunch of us went straight from the Trigger panel and got cut off, because the dealers hall closed at 8. They basically told us that if we want to make the autograph session we have to leave the panel early.

>too anxious to try and befriend people
>any time i've tried to reach out to people i just creep them out because zero social skills
>messages i send often never get responded to
>usually a "Read" or "Seen" and nothing else
>this happens all the time so i'm just lead to believe people don't like to talk to me
>or that could be anxiety but i don't fucking know anymore
>try to reason with this but end up stuck in a vicious cycle like
>"well they're busy so i shouldn't complain"
>"in fact me complaining sounds like i'm entitled to their attention"
>"wow i'm a really awful person aren't I"
>take pics of cosplayers at cons
>too anxious to stick around and chat
>another vicious cycle
>"they're probably busy i shouldn't bother them"
>"they probably have actual friends so i'm just a stranger i'd just bother them"
>"in fact me wanting to spend time with them sounds like i'd be entitled to their attention and time and that's not how it works"
>"i really am a horrible person"
>bitter and alone, wanting to change but too terrified of messing up even though i acknowledge that's how life works
>again, just stuck in vicious cycles
>finally, want to do couple cosplays with people
>can't do that if i'm this fucked up

Sometimes nothing makes sense. I'm always sort of waging war in my my mind and I don't want to drag anyone into it. I'm lonely and I don't want to be, but I don't want to burden, bother, or hurt other people.

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>MFW my dream dress pops up, correct cut and colorway, sold by someone in my comm, headbow included, but once again it shows up at exactly the moment when I cannot buy it
>again

It's not even really all that rare, but nobody ever sells the fucking thing when I have money and am buying.

Is anyone else cursed?

Are cards mutually matched? That is to say, are the people you're assigned to also assigned to you?

>MFW radio silence from senders and sendees.

>when you want to make a bag but your husbando isn't popular enough to have more than a few merch items