/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Imai Kira of course

I turned down the chance of doing kabedon with a cute lolita because I'm scared of getting too close to people and making them uncomfortable

>Went to family get together recently
>Got to see cousin that I haven't seen since we were 9
>Mother has been hyping up the reunion because my cousin "dresses the same way you do!"
>Get to reunion a little excited that there's another lolita in the family
>Cousin spotted
>She has a fucking adult baby onsie as a blouse
>Shitty bodyline jsk
>fucking PACIFIER HANGING AS A PENDANT OFF HER NECKLACE
>Oh god what the fuck how do I even approach this
>She sees me across the room and makes her way over
>"omigosh you look amazing!"
>Thank her and mention I'm surprised there's another lolita in the family
>Hope it doesn't turn into a full conversation because I really don't want to comment on her outfit
>"omigosh I'm so surprised too! I wish more people would appreciate the joys of being a little girl"
>Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck don't do this please
>I don't even know what expression I wore on my face but she smirked in reaction to it
>"It's okay, most people don't know about us and think it's just weird clothes. Maybe we can have a play date someday! I have a lot of fun train sets!"
>Try my best to just be fucking polite and say "Oh thanks, but I'm pretty busy working a lot of overtime so don't really get much free time to go out much or anything..."
>"Awww see being an adult sucks! I'm sorry!"
>Have to deal with giving half answers for about an hour before I get an excuse to leave because my grandmother wanted to catch up with me

I feel so embarrassed. I just know that if she's the only other point of reference my family has for the fashion then they must think I'm an ageplayer too. My family is really accepting so never would bring it up, but now I know in the back of their mind that's how they think I am.

>>9830204
Honestly just go for it.