/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

So, I've been going to therapy for my depression for three years now, and it's not doing anything. Everyone says it eventually gets better, but I just can't find any reason to live. I don't like posting things like this, because it sounds like I just want attention, but I just don't get it. How do I find a will in life, when everything is shit? All of my friends have abandoned me, I have a job that I hate, and I don't have any will to even get out of bed most days. I don't even cosplay anymore, because I want to do a character, and then I can't finish because I think to myself "people are going to laugh at how awful it is" or "someone will be better, and everyone will know it"