/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>be me, struggling with crippling depression since pre-teen years
>contemplating suicide for the past week
>thinking about selling my entire lolita and gyaru wardrobes because i won't be wearing them when i'm dead lol
>go through clothes and realizing that i really love them and they're one of the few things that make me happy
>going to wait another week

i'm so mentally and physically exhausted