/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>be me, a depressed sweet lolita gril
>really bored, start talking to myself
>discover that I'm really good at talking without moving my lips aka throwing my voice aka ventriloquy
>have been making my stupid ass literally laugh out loud while practicing because I find it so ridiculously stupid but amusing
>this is my first time having sustained positive emotions in weeks
>kinda wondering why it took me nearly two and a half decades to figure out I have this talent

Now I just want to get a cool dummy commissioned and try my hand at some comedic skits. I'm thinking of a cat dummy with a top hat and a monocle. It'd be extra fun to get to wear lolita while performing, I feel like there's a way I could tie it into the performance. I don't even care if this is super cringey, I'm truly happy for the first time in such a long time.