/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>purchase first dress from a friend years ago
>love the daylights out of it but recently feel like I need to start losing weight for myself
>get to work and slim down a bit, not to my goal yet but I actually feel amazing
>most of my clothing doesn't fit correctly now
>including my very first dress
>know I never want to get back to the weight I was to fit it perfectly and turn it over to a friend
>find out later that she almost immediately gave it to goodwill or whatever as lolita was more just a fad for her and she was over it
>feel excited that I might reach my goal by this summer but extremely bitter that I probably could have just fucking kept it to take it in a bit later if I knew she didn't actually want it

I feel dumb and I can't even remember what the stupid dress was to look for it again.