/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>ex landlord is a bitch
>fucks me over about moving to a new property even though I already paid because he's a psychotic liar
>claimed it was my responsibility to find him tenants and since I didn't he told me to gtfo
>wait forever for him to refund my check
>in the meantime I begin the tedious and embarrassing process of moving back home
>but good thing my parents are local or else I'd be homeless

>all of my stuff is in the garage
>parents have whitewashed my old room because they're trying to sell the house
>only brought in essentials
>mom constantly nags about keeping the house OCD tier clean due to showings
>feels like I'm living in a hotel except I'm doing the housekeeping
>"friends" treat me like I don't exist anymore because I can't hang out or do anything fun
>"friends" only remember me if they need a favor or an emotional tampon
>guys are worse and only call if they want to fuck

>parents have shitty diet
>weight loss has halted because I'm subjected to their shitty diet
>whereas when I was on my own I was fine because I didn't buy junk
>they need to stop eating this shit too but they won't
>it's like trying to recover from a heroin addiction but living with people who leave baggies of heroin everywhere

>I'm so lonely but I can't even retail therapy without finding a second job
>my current one will only give 20 hours max per week
>they actually give me six hours a week at $8/hr
>after taxes I only bring home a $30 paycheck if I don't pick up other peoples' shifts
>tfw I have a college degree
>tfw it's useless because I live in a shit town where it doesn't matter
>tfw I'm so depressed and stuck in a cycle that it feels like nothing matters anymore

And don't even get me started about going back to grad next month and how I haven't even started my thesis yet despite it being my final year. It sucks being a mess. I have no self-respect because my existence is supported entirely by parents and student loans at this point.