/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I feel so unremarkable on CoF, tumblr, and in my comm. I'm jealous of girls like Dreamy Planetarium-chan who can just exist in the same mediocre coordinate again and again and get 500 likes every time. Is it because she's built a unique persona and look?
I'm pretty proud of my coordinates and I think I'm pretty cute, so I guess it's just because I'm not unique in this community. It's always been my dream to be a fashion inspiration like Kurebayashii or Realistic Sweet, but my posts rarely get more than 20 notes on tumblr. I haven't bothered taking pictures of non-lolita outfits and only post good quality pictures from events and such now.
Idk whether to just take it as a sign to give up on the efame train or to just keep trying to post somewhere and see if anyone appreciates me as I improve and change. I know you don't develop legendary fashion-style overnight, but I want to inspire people the same way they've inspired me.
>constantly trying to not be narcissistic and probably failing

>feeling sad
>no bf to cuddle anymore
>I'll just buy some lolita shit
>nothing worth getting
>no money anyways
Ok

>>8891290
Honestly senpai, this
I used to years ago, but like /cgl/ is the only board with content I care about anymore.
And it's gotten a lot of attention from its negative rep which attracted the tumblrs.