/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>10075210
2007 here, yeah never saw anyone complain about renaming reaction images. Sometimes people enjoy renamed images if they add to to reaction. I do hate Wojacks though.

>Gave myself a deadline of June to see if life changes before I kill myself
>It isn't changing at all
>Giving away all my cosplay for free
>Someone thinks it's weird and asks me what's up
>Tell them I'm just in a generous mood
>They start telling everyone that I'm clearly going to kill myself

I really just wanted people to not fucking know about it. It's annoying because most of them don't really care but it's like a virtue signaling kind of thing.

I don't want to be the center of attention - I just want to fucking be forgotten by everyone and vanish. Giving away my cosplay shit was a mistake, I should have just let it rot in my apartment just like my body would be rotting in the forest somewhere.

>>9383707
Severe depression anon here.
Depending on the severity - possibly. My house is a wreck and I hate it, but I lack the motivation to even do things I like, let alone housework. But I wouldn't dare post a picture of my house anywhere online, fuck that. I take care of my clothes but that's all the upkeep that I have really. I never leave the house, so I end up just dressing in frills just to sit on my computer or lay in bed on my phone and shitpost. I've got a minefield of cardboard boxes from various brand orders just scattered around the house that I always tiptoe over.

I don't even have the motivation to get food most of the time so I eat maybe 1 small meal a day; my caloric intake probably totals to like 780-1000 a day. I'm constantly hungry but my lack of motivation from depression far outweighs the natural drive for my own survival. That's how deep it pulls me down.

So, possibly. Maybe. Not seeking pity, I know I'm a piece of shit, but I own it. Just putting it out there as a possible explanation. At a certain point, you just look at the mess and decide to start cleaning but don't even know where to fucking start. You'll think of maybe hiring a cleaning service but be to embarrassed at the thought of anyone seeing your mess and also paranoid that they'd throw out something you need (because you will undoubtedly be missing important stuff in your pigsty that you'll eventually find after you kick a box over accidentally).