/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9538155
>Was fairly chubby, awkward as fuck
>Got /fit/, still awkward as fuck autismo
>Feel even less at home at cons now
>I'm assuming people will think I'm an asshole or something if I'm not chubby
how the FUCK to I take it ez
pls send help

>>9249863
You know, when I was reading this, I was thinking, "Did I write this?". Thanks for ghostwriting my thoughts and feelings so I don't have to.

>obsess with wanting to do cute shit
>just being with someone in general
>learn to love myself
>I hate myself
>want to be with someone and do nice things with them

I was dating a girl who I flowed really well with. We had a lot in common, our interactions were natural, and she was a qt who liked cosplaying. I broke up with her due to my own insecurities and the belief that no one could ever love me. Part of it was due to my own insecurity, the other was because I didn't want to feel like I was forcing her into a relationship and I didn't want her to deal with my problems.

Tfw held it all in my hands and I just let it slip away because of deeply rooted mental issues. Wew lad