/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>7647130
In a way I wish, I have a lot of friends who are like that and are super confident, but it pains me to say this - they can be fucking annoying.

They're the worst of the gay man stereotype, loud, obnoxious, talk girly (and I say that as French speaker), listen to different music, are loud, get laid every day almost...
...And in a way I wish I was like that because they really are good people, and they don't give a single fuck what people think of them, and they seem to have fun 24/7 while I sit on my balcony all day and watch Moroccans yelling at women (not that I agree with that, they just tend to do it a lot).

But it's so scary and I'm not that kind of person, I always go think "ohgodpleasedon'thateme" when I try to act like them and I just really want someone to cuddle with and listen to shitty dadmusic, and I thought I had that and now I don't anymore and I'm really sad

I'm so sorry for the blog post, I needed to tell this to someone and calling my parents wasn't exactly optimal as they don't really know my sexual orientation and are Catholic so I'd rather keep it that way.

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