/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

What's the deal with mercari? I can't see any images of any listing even if I click on them

>gonna travel to meet my gf this winter
>hell yeah
>luggage hell ensues
>can'"t bring this or that
>must not exceed this weight,those dimensions,...
i'm more stressed than i should about it.
i need to bring muh lolita but also several "normie"/himekaji outfits for everyday when i'll chill at home,and some pjs,and underwear,socks, products,and different shoes,... and i'm so nervous about it because fuck man, i just wanna look cute and not repeat my outfits too much for 3 months. I'm too poor for additional luggage fees too, fml.

>tfw have absolutely awful dark circles/eyebags that can't go away no matter how much sleep i get/makeup i put on
>it's litterally the ONLY thing that ruins my face,makes me look ugly/creepy and makes me look like absolute shit on pictures
I want to kill myself

>after being a NEET for two years finally decide to get a job since i feel better mentally
>super scared about getting chewed up and spat by the "big bad adult world uwuwu"
>only 20 with no big degrees or anything
>i'm just a simple girl that wants to work as a florist,or sell in a bakery,...
>realize i have little to no normie clothes, barely any normie shoes,...
>realize my shorts/skirts out of lolita are considered "too short" to be pruhfeshunal
>fuck

Having to be normie sucks. I hate it.
I'm getting lots of pressure from my family to fit in the mold,they tell me to never EVER talk about my hobbies,that i have to be a perfect clone,that i won't be taken seriously if i dress too "cute",that i have to keep my autism level to minimal (i wish i could control my asperger but that thing is just a part of me, i really try my hardest to not be "weird")...
I just fucking hate this, i don't even feel like a "real" adult, i just feel confused, lost and angry/scared (people going "well welcome to the adult world honey, now deal with it or cry moar xD" when i open up about it)

I hate this whole pressure to fit into a mold to please society, what's the point? I just don't get it. I really want to work because doing nothing but translating stuff for anons/doodling/... all day is depressing and that means mo money for mo burando,future projects,... but geez.

>>9518269
Boy, that was wild from start from finish. Oh my god.
I'm sorry for you anon, at least you got some money so it's not completely lost. But he gave you money to make up for it so it's not all lost. I hope it wasn't a dress you were emotionally attached to or something.