/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>find perfect gf except she's from another continent
>we talk every single day for almost two months
>best online lolita friend gets super jelly because she has abandonment issues and shit
>tries to talk it out with her,tells her she's very important to me,that she has her gf and it's time for me to have one too
>learn from other friend she was talking to gf just to try to discourage us the whole month as we were getting closer (it's super far,you guys won't be able to meet,you have a pricey surgery to undergo first,...)
>she flips the fuck out to me and other friend because i told her i'm terribly disappointed,that i consider her one of my closest friends and barely open to anyone because i'm very shy
>deletes me after a year of friendship along with other friend who did nothing wrong but listen to her ramble about me for an hour
>her sister messages me today saying she doesnt want to be friend with me anymore and that i was lucky to even last a year with her
W-Well at least I have a girlfriend now.
If it doesn't work out I'll probably just fall back into depression lol.
Saving up to go to the US at the end of 2018 rn,I have hope. I'm still sad because we were super good friends the entire year,we drew stuff for each other as gifts,played games,...