/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Can the pity party and get some attention too please?

I'm not a virgin, but I lost it nonconsensually. For years I deliberately avoided opportunities to have sex and forge relationships out of fear and resentment. It wasn't until recently that I made any effort whatsoever. Upon doing so, I only rekindled my fears and anxieties. I've started booking appointments with therapists in my area, but it sure feels like I'll always be this way.
>tfw your own handsome face, love of sports, and kindness actually made you terrible with women
>tfw I never be a real life version of a 1980s tough guy action hero, because I am neither tough nor a hero

This is embarrassing; please stop