/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9470256
>Be Brolita
>Be Highschool
>In love with my Highschool best friend
>Have given him an oral "favor" before
>He likes me and I like him
>Highschool ends and real life takes hold
>Don't see him for awhile, roughly a year
>Tell him about my new hobbies and interests
>Hes very supportive of my hobbies and interests
>still love him
>talk to him about Cons and Invite him to go with me
>He agrees
>Ask him what hes been up to
>He tells me he uses Grindr and might have a friend with benefits soon
>I tell him hes the only person I've ever done anything with
>He actually thanked me for it for some reason
>mfw

I'm too nervous and afraid of what his reaction will be if I tell him I love him but I'm going to go insane if he ever brings up his sexual gallivanting again. Any other gulls ever feel this feel?