/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Outsider male here

I'm dating this girl I didn't know was a Lolita. Im a nerd but had no idea what it was, browsing this board have helped a lot. However it didn't really bother me at first I'm starting to get a little creeped about by it. Not by her but myself.

Her style is very childish and she basically look like a little girl, it doesn't look Victorian, it mostly feels like she's wearing dresses that looks like the ones little girls wear. She almost behaves/sounds like a little girl when wearing it also. She also has a doll collection. It makes me feel like she's a grown woman who wanna be a little girl princess. It's kinda sweet but there is problem.

I'm creeped out by myself dating this kind of person, it makes me feel like such a pedo because I'm liking it so much. I love how innocent and sweet she looks and behaves, but it's makes me feel like a huge pedo.

How do I deal with this?