/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>leave the cosplay/gaming world for a couple years to get my shit together after a crappy break up
>back then was a 4/10
>got a great job, worked out and ate healthy for 2 years
>solid 7/10
>start playing Dragon Age this year
>I want to cosplay that glorious shit
>recent promotion and constant gaming has made me a 5/10 again
>fucking shit fuck I can't find a decent balance still
>I can feel my abs under the tummy pooch fuck

Also my apartment is too fricking small to play wii fit let alone make a cosplay, moving to a bigger place with my boyfriend can't come soon enough