/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

This is con related, but over the summer i was talking to someone that I really liked, and I also thought liked me back. We met up at a summer con together and they completely blew me off, and when I finally got to see them they offered to buy me lunch but when we were checking out they misplaced their credit card and made me pay, despite them buying tons of shit in the dealers room.

Recently I noticed they've been really distant to me, and I called them out on it, but later retracted it because I realized I was also being selfish, but now they're ignoring me on every social media outlet i'm friends with them on.

>tfw cute girl myself
>wants a cute cosplay relationship
>thinks I finally get one
>turns out it was too good to be true
>still really depressed over it and it ruined my thanksgiving

>shopping for shoes
>see some cute high-heels
>nagging images of people on cgl calling everything over 1-inch heel height a "stripper heel,"
>feel like I can't even wear normalfag clothing because I keep getting reminded of cgl insults
>mfw I realize I care to much about anons on 4chan

>just getting into lolita
>bjd want coming back to punch me in the face
>will never be baby starts will never shine bright unless I buy shitty resinsouls and leave them naked forever or leave bjds
>will be stuck in bodyline for life if I continue working on my dolls
>mfw I'm 18 and a college student with little cash and this is all my own fault

>want to get nose piercing
>girl I used to be friends with gets one before me
>don't want to seem like a copy cat don't get piercing
>3 months later want to cut my bangs
>same girl gets the cut I want before me
>mfw she's what I want to be