/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I used to do cosplay lewds because it's what I saw a lot of the big-name cosplayers doing. I'm not proud of it, but I put it behind me and focus more seriously on my craft now.
I was messaging my dream photographer about shooting with him and he all of the sudden stopped messaging me back. I'm scared that he googled my name or reverse image searched me and found my old trashy lewds and hates me now.