/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I'm still crying like an idiot as I type this.
I met a wonderful girl at a con a few months ago and I was about to confess my feelings to her once I knew she was lesbian too and that she had a crush on me (a friend told me).
But right before she sent me a message where she told me she hasn't been honest with me and needed to come clean.
She's trans.
I couldn't tell shit,"he" looked like a "she",sounded like one,... i couldn't suspect a damn thing AT ALL.
But there's no way it would work,because one day or another,lewd time might happen and I just can't deal with "down there".
She was perfect for me,she even loved me back apparently,and she loved cosplay,...
I just want to die right now. I had so much hope gulls, it hurts so much.