/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>go to meet
>qt couple shows up in matching coords
>flawless lolita in well paired rare dress
>amazing ouji in perfectly tailored shit
>tfw my gf and i will never be on this level

> found one of my dream dresses for sale for under $100
> sent the seller a message this morning telling her I'm interested
> meanwhile a shit ton of other people send messages asking about the same dress
> now evening
> seller still hasn't replied

please release me from this hell

>>9131089
>tfw aliceholic isn't on android

>apply for a course which will help me on the way to becoming a vet
>I have the grades and everything already where as some people will be getting them in summer
>the application system fucks up and they say it's not their fault and they can only move it to the day I called them
>mfw I applied super late now thanks to that
>mfw I ended up being put on the waiting list which is just polite talk for I didn't get in
> 'Oh well I'll just apply to the same course in a different college'
>I applied for it last year and basically got an Unconditional Offer
>family then decided to force me into art of all things?
>praying they don't take it out on my frilly ass for leaving them hanging
>it's now been two weeks and I haven't heard a single peep from them

Everyone around me is dying and I just don't know what to do anymore.

>close friend's dad passed away 2 weeks ago
>another friend's dad is in hospice and probably won't make it past thanksgiving
>sister-in-law's grandpa was taken to the ER this morning and is still in critical condition
>one of aunt's dog passed away yesterday and the other is staying overnight at the vet's because of seizures
>step-dad's mom passed away an hour ago

I'm trying to distract myself by working on cosplays. And spending a lot of money. Upside is I'm already done with Christmas shopping and have three new dresses and a cosplay coming in the mail. I've been drinking a lot though.
Protip: don't drink a whole bottle of vodka while watching Anna Karenina. You'll end up puking on your cat and in your drunken state, will attempt to clean it up with a newly opened $30 pattern. Then you'll realize what you've done and cry while pissing yourself.