/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>10627840
>tfw I got raped and it made me a closet degen
>tfw this freaked me out and now I can't open up sexually and struggle to socially
rip

>meet some new people when out with some friends
>one of them starts talking about cosplay and shows pictures of her costumes
>people brush her off and change the subject
>I was actually really interested but too socially awkward to say anything
>try to find her online afterwards but no idea where to look
>everything under her real name is 100% normie
>only email address I can find is a professional one
>would feel like a creepy stalker emailing her on her office account to ask to see more cosplays

I'm also a girl and I'm a bit younger than her. Would this make my e-stalking less creepy somehow, or am I doomed?

>>8488168
>>8488177
>tfw I do a final fitting of my cosplaying and suddenly feel terribly embarrassed for whatever reason after all this work

I may or may not wear it to the meetup. If there's a short, frumpy Kurisu there, that'd be me.

>few weeks ago
>show grandma and some other family members a picture of me in a lolita coord
>"you look kind of stupid, anon"
>oh

>just now
>shooped the everloving shit out of my face in that same picture before posting it online because I'm super insecure
>grandma comes across shooped version of picture
>"anon you look so cute here!"

I guess even my family agrees that I'm ugly.

>dream item shows up on CC
>try to order it
>first need to sort out something with Paypal
>return to order my baby
>[product] because it was a stock number is 0, you can not buy. If you make a purchase of other goods, please press the "Delete" button of the relevant goods.
>mfw

>>7990001
>doing that to an arda wig
>mfw