/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>overweight person asked me to do a photoshoot with her
>really don't want to as I have no idea how to make a fat fuck look flattering or attractive, but I'd feel bad if I said no so I accept
god FUCKING dammit

>am rooming with 4 people at upcoming con
>pretty sure one only hangs out with me to make himself look better, often makes me the butt of the jokes.
>also pretty sure that the other two have started to dislike me, they've stopped texting, snapping me or asking me to hang out
>4th is a friend of the above two
>was asked to do a photo shoot for someone, I said sure without knowing the cosplay. She showed it off recently and it's a skimpy bikini looking thing when she looks somewhat chubby. I honestly have no idea how I'm going to make her look good.
>I started going to cons to practice talking to people and make friends, this hasn't helped and I'm starting to question why I even go to these things. It's really starting to make me feel like I can't fit in anywhere. Even going to /cgl/ meets I end up one of the quiet background characters despite the fact that I've been on this site since '09.
>soon to be a year and a half of lifting and I still look like a dyel with shit lifts due to inconsistently cutting hard for 8 of months
>pls make feeling of loneliness go away