/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9389518
>>9389606
>>9389730
>tfw haven't heard shit yet

>Spent adolescene being a closet weeb and being your typical popular girl in public
>Fashion, drama, boys, parties, etc. You know the type.
>Go to first con sophomore year of high school with a girl I knew who was going with her sister and her friends
>Girl only sticks around for half a day
>I have the time of my life
>Continue tradition up until present pretty much
>Want to cosplay, have never cosplayed, will never cosplay out of fear for not being perfect enough
>Have hundreds of kinda friends, but not a single close friend
>Always see weebs who aren't as pretty or as cool as me being so happy at cons
>Meanwhile I'm just over here buying stuff and trying to form a friendship that goes past partying
>Intense feelings of jealousy and sadness at the realization that I spent so much time trying to be this cool and popular girl when all I wanted was to be the girl having fun without caring about what others thought

For me, it's not that the magic is gone. The magic is still there. It's always been there. I just wish I had someone to share it with.

Am i kawaii guys?