/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I can't cosplay anything because I immediately search "(character) cosplay", look how much better they are than me, and feel completely useless and like a joke. I'll just be "another one" or "the ugly one" to make others look even better.
Feels like a waste of time, effort and money.
I'm so tired of being ugly and autistic.

>oh anon it's about the friends and fun hur dur
Yeah, except for the harsh reality that if you're not conventionally attractive and/or have a huge follower number attached to you in these contexts, no one will even look in your direction in the first place.
It doesn't help that there are no cons, comms, or any things where I live either so I have to travel anytime I want to attend anything, only to feel like I've wasted even more money into being a joke.