/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I’m the cancer anon from the previous thread, I did an MRI and they found more tumors around the main one. Very pessimistic about the outcome of treatment. Guess I should write down each of my lolita dresses worth so my family can sell it if (more like when) I pass on.

Well, I got fired today. I’m just glad I’m taking an antidepressant or else I would have lost it mentally. No more brand for a while, which really fucking sucks.

Got my rejection letter from anime NYC, nice.
I’ve given up on applying to cons and I’m just going to make a goal of becoming popular enough to just be invited to a convention without applying. Sounds impossible, but this’ll be good moativation for me and I can’t handle facing rejection like this haha.
Depressed but enthusiastic!

>>9948424
Thanks for advice, I really do appreciate the reply. I feel like if I can just quit being so shy around him I can have the confidence to be a domme.

>tfw you're afraid that your gullfriend ghosted you shortly after reconnecting with them

>saw almost perfect shoes for my planned cosplay last week, didn't have money then
>"Oh well, I'll come back next week, surely there's still some left"
>there wasn't any left

Ok what the hell. There were like 10 pairs left who needs this many shoes. At least the con isn't until June so I have time to keep searching.