/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>recently found out i won't be graduating hs this year because of attendance
>this is the second time it's happened
>entire family blames it on cosplay
>haven't really worked (well, barely, maybe 1 hour a week) on cosplays
>feel like crap, eating 1 meal maybe 2 a day and barely drinking water
>sewing is the only thing i like to do that keeps my anxiety in check (reason i missed so much school) and family feels the need to attack me anytime i even go near the sewing machine
>beginning to relate anxiety to sewing and thus anxiety to cosplaying.

i know it's my own fault for not grading bc i should've just said fuck it and went and whatever, but the fact they're blaming it on unrelated things and going to the extremes of coming and yelling at me and making me feel worse anytime i try to do anything else for myself now is making me completely unmotivated to do anything.