/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9720166
>'Sissy' is so great and I'm SO jealous!
If this isn't an elaborate troll...I don't know how to continue anymore. Holy shit.

>tfw whenever a con comes up my old eating disorder habits begin to kick in, no matter what weight i am

>have a shit ton of ideas for lolita short films
>but no friends to do them with
>tfw

>>9443712
>tohru
>obscure

I keep dreaming about visiting different closetchild shops and finding dream- and wishlist dresses, but everytime I want to buy them, the shop closes and I wake up. Today was the 4th time. I can't take it anymore, someone please end my suffering.

I used to wear fairy kei and sweet lolita, but after some time I just started feeling silly doing so. I feel like because of my height I can never be cute.
I have an oblong face, not a cute heart shaped one, I am way too tall and nothing fits me anyway... I legitimately gave up on making any effort to my appearance. I'm not cute, I'll never be cute, I'm just a giant monster, why even try.

>used to have a pristine house, only had a few of my favorite things
>happy relationship, more time and energy to do things
>family sends me tons and tons of junk I dont want, house is a mess
>my new job is physically exhausting, rarely have the time or energy to pick up anymore, wish I had some sort of help and motivator
>I literally just started unpacking and hanging my cosplay suitcase from anime expo yesterday
>Husband's got a work at home job that doesn't require much effort, refuses to help me clean in any way, wont bust his own plate, prepare any sort of food for himself (including cereal)
>if I ever do find time to pick up its met with teasing me for being a hoarder or a slob
>extremely discouraged by the fact I receive almost no positive reinforcement, just mostly negative reinforcement on trying to do more around the house, let alone help
>I dont even like half of the shit I own I'm just too tired and unmotivated to sort it

you know, divorce is messy, but since I've picked up this job and have gotten less time and energy to cook and clean, I've noticed the big issues in my relationship. As a person, I've noticed my laziness start to parallel his and go downhill. The scariest part of this whole thing is I doubt I'll be able to find love again, and I never truly learned to live on my own.

I've tried confronting him on the fact this upsets me, but I actually have a sort of legit retardation where I have trouble speaking- so he blows off any of my arguments as "wrong"

I'm a bitch for asking that he feeds himself, I'm a bitch for asking that he does simple tasks, like get cereal, shallow for asking he brush his hair, take care of his apperance, or bathe more than once a week. and I can't argue. I legitimately can't. its extremely upsetting.

Any time I want to go out and wear my nice jfashion again, I don't. whats the point when he looks like a complete and utter hobo next to me.

sorry for the slightly OT stuff, I just needed to vent. polite sage

>chubby
>husband fat
>I had us eating healthier over the past two months
>we do cardio together, and on top of that pokemon GO
>went to a bunch of cons and did nothing but walking
>hoping for a flat tummy by next summer/con season so i can accurately potray all those characters that show midriff

>I've gained weight and my husband lost weight

what in the ever living fuck is this

Anyone commission?

>person you commission is only used to working with girls who aren't tall
>dress/cosplay comes in the mail and the bust darts are at your neck
alternatively
>person you commission thinks tall = fat
>clothes are made for a literal giantess

>Boyfriend's brother is making a cosplay prop for me
>I ride bf's ass for months about contacting him, and I send his brother an email giving reference material so he can order the parts
> Boyfriend gets in a car accident so I lay off of nagging him about it
>3 weeks till con
>HOLY SHIT CONTACT YOUR FUCKING BROTHER NOW
>his brother says he needs reference so he can order the parts, and that he's booked with work and probably can't do it on time
>send him reference material again
>con is in two weeks and he hasn't ordered these parts yet

>my fucking face when this part is essential to the character
>my fucking face when I have a small cosplay group I'm going to be in that expects me to be this character

>old lolita
basic, simple coords, not much accessories, main focus is on dress, just a pretty outfit

>new tumblr lolita
wigs, cakeface, painted brows, accessories, accessories and more accessories


I don't mind it, both are nice, but what rustles my jimmies is when anything not OTT is looked down on/not praised. I'm glad we've passed the days of posting basic/simple coords in ita threads at least.

and plain coord blogs are hard to find if you're not into classic.

>Tfw currently in abusive relationship
>I feel like such shit, like I'm too worthless to have anyone interested in me ever.
>Boyfriend (and parents, they were pretty abusive too) have also convinced me that if left to my own devices the only way I could get by would be by prostituting myself of the streets
>Boyfriend and parents always joke about how I'd probably spend all the money on lolita dresses, my parents like the fact he is controlling because "I need someone to guide me"
>I only buy two dresses a year this isn't funny
>Have a crush that's shown interest in me too.
>He wants to move out but doesn't have the funds
>I want to move out and actually have $$$ (which my boyfriend is probably using me for)
>It could be beautiful
>He hasn't talked to me ever since I have been really obviously been showing interest in him
>mfw

I guess I'll stay in this relationship for a bit longer, I'm useless as a child, aren't I, I'm fucking worthless without someone helping me out, I'm just a female neckbeard, If I make anyone angry, its my fault, hell, that's probably why my crush just dropped me out of nowhere, because I'm a goddamn spaghetti monster and can't even have a straight conversation with him without giving an "oh god please don't leave me" vibe.

>>7896783
that's a cute ass story.