/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9864424
>escorts

These are highly expensive in my area. Plus the spaghetti factory would hit me hard on such an event - and I'd be poorer, since i'd need many more hours to get calm with the escort.

I realize that sex isn't life-changing. Plus, I would not be able to 'live' with myself after hiring an escort.

>>9864425
At least you've seen a girl?
Dude, I can count in one hand the times i've been intimately close to a girl. Two of these were kisses. The other three were drunk humping on a party I didn't want to go but I was dragged to.

Honestly i've become so damaged that i'm not caring about it, but the desperation is still buried, alive, it's there. I try to hide it, but I know it's there.