/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>10220191
It's not just social media. It's anyone I see. Even just going outside. Even today in the shopping mall, especially while browsing cute clothes, or even online browsing through online shops and looking at moderus.
I'm not going to lock myself in the house even more than I already do, am I? (if I do then I'll REALLY become a fatass)
I'm exercising, but in the middle of it I see a pretty girl and think, wow, what's the point? She has such a pretty jawline, I'll never be able to afford jaw surgery, why am I even trying, I should just give up and resign to my fate, etc

>>10220195
See, you're probably right. That's the most rational thing to think. But for some reason I simply seem to be unable to accept it.

maybe this is all just my bitch period coming or meds or hormones going out of whack or something, idfk.

thanks gulls... talking about it is surprisingly a bit better, I suppose.