/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>be me
>short, soft, quiet
>get bullied because for being girlier my entire life
>no irl friends
>want to go to more conventions and cosplay characters of both genders, but that would be committing social suicide
i can't handle anymore of this, everything about me and my hobbies and interests is a reason for someone else to make fun of me and make me feel lile even more of a failure
starting next semester i'm cutting my hair short and try acting like the other guys
fuck it, i may never have my dreams of being a cute lolita fulfilled but at least i'll show everyone not to mess with me
>>9868224
i feel you anon
have you tried stepping away from lolita for a while? maybe now's the time for you to discover something new and then come back to lolita with a new appproach or ideas