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My cardiac arrhythmia came back today and I’m really depressed. I was crying in my car for a good twenty minutes because I just got approved for cardiac rehab and was looking forward to losing weight. Now I’m not allowed to work out until my doctor goes through my holter monitor results. I’m so afraid I'll need surgery again and then I’ll have another 6 months of recovery. I’ll never be skinny. I just want to look good in lolita. I’m maintaining my weight but I’m so sedentary from my heart problem that I'm have trouble burning off what I eat. At least I'm not gaining 2 lbs a week like I was back in February. At least I’ve got the eating under control but now I’m in this limbo where I either eat less and feel deprived of food or try and become more active and risk getting heart palpitations. I feel so trapped. Like I would give up an arm to be able to work out like a normal person.

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