/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>meet my best friend two years ago at a con
>we hit it off really well
>end up talking a lot more, introduce her to some anime (madoka, nge, etc)
>we start getting more and more involved in each other's lives
>really enjoy being her friend and talking to her in general
>we have a ton in common, right down to our personality types
>long story short, she goes through a lot of shit over the past year
>her girlfriend cheats and breaks up with her
>attempts suicide
>i have never been so scared before that
>she gets baker acted twice
>she has to drop out of college for the rest of the semester due to that
>has trouble with medication
>has to live with her cunt of a mother in the meantime
>try to help her through all of it
>she constantly feels like shit
>she's really depressed, anxious, etc
>try my best to help her out, make her feel better as best i can
>it kinda helps her sometimes but you can only help so much with depression when it's constantly kicking you down
>despite that we're still as close as ever, get even closer than before
>eventually start getting feelings for her
>really worried that liking her would mess up our relationship
>stay quiet about it for a few months
>still really good friends, we even make jokes about being married
>i eventually tell her and she feels the same way
>we've been together for over 4 months as of now
>everything is great for both of us
>we'll be cosplaying Madoka and Homura at a con in 11 days
>tfw consistently happy for the first time ever