/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9997396
If God didn't want me to be gay why did he make girls so hot/cute? Especially my gf?

>>9997398
Yeahh I know. I should work on it, but damn, I always feel like shit about myself when I look at those girls she looks at (and she has the right to do so,i mean,porn and the likes of it aren't representative of her wanting to go fuck other girls) i get insecure and kinda salty because some of them are thot tier (even though they are allowed to be if they wish to) and i just feel inadequate.
I hate my brain for making me think like this. I'm terrified of getting older and she'll realize how unattractive i am

I'm planning to move in with my gf in another country but my asshole of a father cheated on my mom just now and I feel guilty leaving her and my two brothers behind.
All that because he couldnt fuck her due to her health problem. Fuck men,they're such fucking garbage that can't think with anything but their dick. (yeah i know "not all guys are the same" but a good portion is including this fucker)
At least now I can say "I don't listen to cheaters" or "don't you have a sidehoe to fuck" whenever he's being a dick about me wearing lolita.
I'm having second thoughts about leaving my poor mother until the whole ordeal is over and done. She already has so much to worry about,she's so stressed. To think she was always so loyal,loving and hardworking. Fuck him.