/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>tfw too tumblr for 4chan
>tfw too 4chan for tumblr
I'm too sensitive for 4chan but i'm too "offensive" for tumblr. I just hate myself,i feel alone and i want friends. I want to be able to discuss in a 4chan vidya game discord general without getting kinda hurt or feel bad because i talked "too much" or said something that could make people think of me as someone annoying.
There is another girl but it's only dudes otherwise. guys are so weird, man, they only make jokes like "kys" "yer a fag" and stuff like that...And being assburger/not discerning sarcasm too well doesn't help so i just try not to talk too much. Not a good drawer as well so i feel even more inferior because they seem to respect artists in the chat.
Same for tumblr, I try to keep my "4chan" type of humor to myself.

>lesbian
>gets good friend with a guy from /k/
>He's a weeb and really fun to discuss with besides being kind of a /pol/tard
>playing vidya,voice chatting,teasing each other,jokes,...
>h-hopefully he won't want to get in my pants like the other guys i wanted to befriend right?
>he wants to get into my pants
>proceeds to slowly cut ties
>cry
Is having friends on 4chan even possible without them being super weird or wanting to fuck you?

Also
>recently learned a girl talked behind my back,cheated,stole a friend's boyfriend again,pretended to be her bff while doing so,...
>i supported her and was friend with since three years
>she always said she admired me and liked me
>almost considered her as a a little sister
>cry out of rage and just unfriend her without a word
Apparently she said i thought i was such hot shit ever since i became wearing brand,talked openly about the nudes i posted anonymously on the chans (felt insecure back then) and showed her because i trusted her, and how i pretended to be so cool and pure and blablabla when i wasnt.